r. He pressed buttons cast in the likenesses of animals and
demons. There came then a flashing of lights along the lengths of the Nagas,
the two holy serpents who twisted about the transparent face of the machine.
He edged closer.
The man drew down upon the lever that grew from the side of the machine
cast in the likeness of the tail of a fish.
A holy blue light filled the interior of the machine; the serpents
pulsed redly; and there, in the midst of the light and a soft music that had
begun to play, a prayer wheel swung into view and began spinning at a
furious pace.
The man wore a beatific expression. After several minutes, the machine
shut itself off. He inserted another coin and pulled the lever once more,
causing several of those nearer to the end of the line to grumble audibly,
remarking to the effect that that was his seventh coin, it was a warm day,
there were other people waiting to get some praying done and why did he not
go inside and render such a large donation directly to the priests? Someone
replied that the little man obviously had much atoning to do. There then
began some speculation as to the possible nature of his sins. This was
accompanied by considerable laughter.
Seeing that there were several beggars waiting their turn in line, the
prince moved to its end and stood there.
As the line advanced, he noted that, while some of those who passed
before the machine pushed its buttons, others merely inserted a flat metal
disc into the mouth of the second tiger on the opposite side of the chassis.
After the machine had ceased to function, the disc fell into a cup and was
retrieved by its owner. The prince decided to venture an inquiry.
He addressed the man who stood before him in line:
"Why is it," he asked, "that some men do have discs of their own?"
"It is because they have registered," said the other, without turning
his head.
"In the Temple?"
"Yes."
"Oh."
He waited half a minute, then inquired, "Those who are unregistered,
and wish to use it-- they push the buttons?"
"Yes," said the other, "spelling out their name, occupation, and
address."
"Supposing one be a visitor here, such as myself?"
"You should add the name of your city."
"Supposing one is unlettered, such as myself-- what then?"
The other turned to him. "Perhaps ''twere better," he said, "that you
make prayer in the old way, and give the donation directly into the hands of
the priests. Or else register and obtain a disc of your own."
"I see," said the prince. "Yes, you are right. I must think of this
more. Thank you."
He left the line and circled the fountain to where the Sign of the Awl
hung upon a pillar. He moved up the Street of the Weavers.
Three times did he ask after Janagga the sailmaker, the third time of a
short woman with powerful arms and a small mustache, who sat cross-legged,
plaiting a rug, in her stall beneath the low eave of what once might have
been a stable and still smelled as if it were.
She growled him directions, after raking him upward and down again with
oddly lovely brown-velvet eyes. He followed her directions, taking his way
up a zigzagging alley and down an outer stair, which ran along the wall of a
five-story building, ending at a door that opened upon a basement hallway.
It was damp and dark within.
He knocked upon the third door to his left, and after a time it opened.
The man stared at him. "Yes?"
"May I come in? It is a matter of some urgency . . ."
The man hesitated a moment, then nodded abruptly and stepped aside.
The prince moved past him and into his chamber. A great sheet of canvas
was spread out over the floor, before the stool upon which the man reseated
himself. He motioned the prince into the only other chair in the room.
He was short and big in the shoulders; his hair was pure white, and the
pupils of his eyes bore the smoky beginnings of cataract invasion. His hands
were brown and hard, the joints of his fingers knotted.
"Yes?" he repeated.
"Jan Olvegg," said the other.
"The old man's eyes widened, then narrowed to slits.
He weighed a pair of scissors in his hand.
"'It's a long way to Tipperary,' " said the prince.
The man stared, then smiled suddenly. "'If your heart's not here,'" he
said, placing the scissors on his workstand. "How long has it been, Sam?" he
asked.
"I've lost count of the years."
"Me too. But it must be forty -- forty-five?-- since I've seen you.
Much beer over the damn dam since then, I daresay?"
Sam nodded.
"I don't really know where to begin . . ." said the man.
"For a start, tell me-- why 'Janagga'?"
"Why not?" asked the other. "It has a certain earnest, working-class
sound about it. How about yourself? Still in the prince business?"
"I'm still me," said Sam, "and they still call me Siddhartha when they
come to call."
The other chuckled. "And 'Binder of the Demons,'" he recited. "Very
good. I take it, then, since your fortunes do not match your garb, that you
are casing the scene, as is your wont."
Sam nodded. "And I have come upon much which I do not understand."
"Aye," sighed Jan. "Aye. How shall I begin? How? I shall tell you of
myself, that's how. . . . I have accumulated too much bad karma to warrant a
current transfer."
"What?"
"Bad karma, that's what I said. The old religion is not only the
religion-- it is the revealed, enforced and frighteningly demonstrable
religion. But don't think that last part too loudly. About a dozen years ago
the Council authorized the use of psych-probes on those who were up for
renewal. This was right after the Accelerationist-Deicrat split, when the
Holy Coalition squeezed out the tech boys and kept right on squeezing. The
simplest solution was to outlive the problem. The Temple crowd then made a
deal with the body sellers, customers were brain-probed and Accelerationists
were refused renewal, or . . . well . . . simple as that. There aren't too
many Accelerationists now. But that was only the beginning. The god party
was quick to realize that therein lay the way of power. Having your brains
scanned has become a standard procedure, just prior to a transfer. The body
merchants are become the Masters of Karma, and a part of the Temple
structure. They read over your past life, weigh the karma, and determine
your life that is yet to come. It's a perfect way of maintaining the caste
system and ensuring Deicratic control. By the way, most of our old
acquaintances are in it up to their halos."
"God!" said Sam.
"Plural," Jan corrected. "They've always been considered gods, with
their Aspects and Attributes, but they've made it awfully official now. And
anyone who happens to be among the First had bloody well better be sure
whether he wants quick deification or the pyre when he walks into the Hall
of Karma these days.
"When's your appointment?" he finished.
"Tomorrow," said Sam, "in the afternoon. . . . Why are you still
walking around, if you don't have a halo or a handful of thunderbolts?"
"Because I do have a couple friends, both of whom suggested I continue
living-- quietly-- rather than face the probe. I took their sage advice to
heart and consequently am still around to mend sails and raise occasional
hell in the local bistros. Else"-- he raised a callused hand, snapped his
fingers-- "else, if not the real death, then perhaps a body shot full with
cancer, or the interesting life of a gelded water buffalo, or . . ."
"A dog?" asked Sam.
"Just so," Jan replied.
Jan filled the silence and two glasses with a splashing of alcohol.
"Thanks."
"Happy hellfire." He replaced the bottle on his workstand.
"On an empty stomach yet. . . . You make that yourself?"
"Yep. Got a still in the next room."
"Congratulations, I guess. If I had any bad karma, it should all be
dissolved by now."
"The definition of bad karma is anything our friends the gods don't
like."
"What made you think you had some?"
"I wanted to start passing out machines among our descendants here. Got
batted down at Council for it. Recanted, and hoped they'd forget. But
Accelerationism is so far out now that it'll never make it back in during my
lifetime. Pity, too. I'd like to lift sail again, head off toward another
horizon. Or lift ship. . ."
"The probe is actually sensitive enough to spot something as intangible
as an Accelerationist attitude?"
"The probe," said Jan, "is sensitive enough to tell what you had for
breakfast eleven years ago yesterday and where you cut yourself shaving that
morning, while humming the Andorran national anthem."
"They were experimental things when we left home," said Sam. "The two
we brought along were very basic brain-wave translators. When did the
breakthrough occur?"
"Hear me, country cousin," said Jan. "Do you remember a snot-nosed brat
of dubious parentage, third generation, named Yama? The kid who was always
souping up generators, until one day one blew and he was so badly burned
that he got his second body-- one over fifty years old-- when he was only
sixteen? The kid who loved weapons? The fellow who anesthetized one of
everything that moves out there and dissected it, taking such pleasure in
his studies that we called him deathgod?"
"Yes, I recall him. Is he still alive?"
"If you want to call it that. He now is deathgod-- not by nickname, but
by title. He perfected the probe about forty years ago, but the Deicrats
kept it under wraps until fairly recently. I hear he's dreamed up some other
little jewels, too, to serve the will of the gods . . . like a mechanical
cobra capable of registering encephalogram readings from a mile away, when
it rears and spreads its fan. It can pick one man out of a crowd, regardless
of the body he wears. There is no known antidote for its venom. Four
seconds, no more. . . . Or the fire wand, which is said to have scored the
surfaces of all three moons while Lord Agni stood upon the seashore and
waved it. And I understand that he is designing some sort of jet-propelled
juggernaut for Lord Shiva at this moment. . . things like that."
"Oh," said Sam.
"Will you pass the probe?" Jan asked.
"I'm afraid not," he replied. "Tell me, I saw a machine this morning
which I think may best be described as a pray-o-mat-- are they very common?"
"Yes," said Jan. "They appeared about two years ago-- dreamed up by
young Leonardo over a short glass of soma one night. Now that the karma idea
has caught on, the things are better than tax collectors. When mister
citizen presents himself at the clinic of the god of the church of his
choice on the eve of his sixtieth year, his prayer account is said to be
considered along with his sin account, in deciding the caste he will enter--
as well as the age, sex and health of the body he will receive. Nice. Neat."
"I will not pass the probe," said Sam, "even if I build up a mighty
prayer account. They'll snare me when it comes to sin."
"What sort of sin?"
"Sins I have yet to commit, but which are being written in my mind as I
consider them now."
"You plan to oppose the gods?"
"Yes."
"How?"
"I do not yet know. I shall begin, however, by contacting them. Who is
their chief?"
"I can name you no one. Trimurti rules-- that is, Brahma, Vishnu and
Shiva. Which of these three be chiefest at any one time, I cannot say. Some
say Brahma-- "
"Who are they-- really?" asked Sam.
Jan shook his head. "I do not know. They all wear different bodies than
they did a generation ago. They all use god names."
Sam stood. "I will return later, or send for you."
"I hope so. . . . Another drink?"
Sam shook his head. "I go to become Siddhartha once more, to break my
fast at the hostel of Hawkana and announce there my intent to visit the
Temples. If our friends are now gods then they must commune with their
priests. Siddhartha goes to pray."
"Then put in no words for me," said Jan, as he poured out another
drink. "I do not know whether I would live through a divine visitation."
Sam smiled. "They are not omnipotent."
"I sincerely hope not," replied the other, "but I fear that day is not
far off."
"Good sailing, Jan."
"Skaal."
Prince Siddhartha stopped on the Street of the Smiths, on his way to
the Temple of Brahma. Half an hour later he emerged from a shop, accompanied
by Strake and three of his retainers. Smiling, as though he had received a
vision of what was to come, he passed through the center of Mahartha, coming
at last to the high, wide Temple of the Creator.
Ignoring the stares of those who stood before the pray-o-mat, he
mounted the long, shallow stairway, meeting at the Temple entrance with the
high priest, whom he had advised earlier of his coming.
Siddhartha and his men entered the Temple, disarming themselves and
paying preliminary obeisances toward its central chamber before addressing
the priest.
Strake and the others drew back a respectful distance as the prince
placed a heavy purse in the priest's hands and said, in a low voice:
"I'd like to speak with God."
The priest studied his face as he replied, "The Temple is open to all.
Lord Siddhartha, where one may commune with Heaven for so long as one
wishes."
"That is not exactly what I had in mind," said Siddhartha. "I was
thinking of something more personal than a sacrifice and a long litany."
"I do not quite follow you . . ."
"But you understand the weight of that purse, do you not? It contains
silver. Another which I bear is filled with gold-- payable upon delivery. I
want to use your telephone."
"Tele . . . ?"
"Communication system. If you were of the First, such as I, you would
understand my reference."
"I do not . . ."
"I assure you my call will not reflect adversely upon your wardenship
here. I am aware of these matters and my discretion has always been a byword
among the First. Call First Base yourself and inquire, if it will put you at
ease. I'll wait here in the outer chamber. Tell them Sam would have words
with Trimurti. They will take the call."
"I do not know. . ."
Sam withdrew the second purse and weighed it in the palm of his hand.
The priest's eyes fell upon it and he licked his lips.
"Wait here," he ordered, and he turned on his heel and left the
chamber.
Ili, the fifth note of the harp, buzzed within the Garden of the Purple
Lotus.
Brahma loafed upon the edge of the heated pool, where he bathed with
his harem. His eyes appeared closed, as he leaned there upon his elbows, his
feet dangling in the water.
But he stared out from beneath his long lashes, watching the dozen
girls at sport in the pool, hoping to see one or more cast an appreciative
glance upon the dark, heavily muscled length of his body. Black upon brown,
his mustaches glistened in moist disarray and his hair was a black wing upon
his back. He smiled a bright smile in the filtered sunlight.
But none of them appeared to notice, so he refolded his smile and put
it away. All their attention lay with the game of water polo in which they
were engaged.
Ili, the bell of communication, buzzed once more, as an artificial
breeze waited the odor of garden jasmine to his nostrils. He sighed. He
wanted so for them to worship him-- his powerful physique, his carefully
molded features. To worship him as a man, not as a god.
But though his special and improved body permitted feats no mortal man
could duplicate, still he felt uneasy in the presence of an old war horse
like Lord Shiva-- who, despite his adherence to the normal body matrix,
seemed to hold far more attraction for women. It was almost as if sex were a
thing that transcended biology; and no matter how hard he tried to suppress
the memory and destroy that segment of spirit, Brahma had been born a woman
and somehow was woman still. Hating this thing, he had elected to incarnate
time after time as an eminently masculine man, did so, and still felt
somehow inadequate, as though the mark of his true sex were branded upon his
brow. It made him want to stamp his foot and grimace.
He rose and stalked off toward his pavilion, past stunted trees that
twisted with a certain grotesque beauty, past trellises woven with morning
glory, pools of blue water lilies, strings of pearls swinging from rings all
wrought of white gold, past lamps shaped like girls, tripods wherein pungent
incenses burnt and an eight-armed statue of a blue goddess who played upon
the veena when properly addressed.
Brahma entered the pavilion and crossed to the screen of crystal, about
which a bronze Naga twisted, tail in teeth. He activated the answering
mechanism.
There was a static snowfall, and then he faced the high priest of his
Temple in Mahartha. The priest dropped to his knees and touched his caste
mark three times upon the floor.
"Of the four orders of gods and the eighteen hosts of Paradise,
mightiest is Brahma," said the priest. "Creator of all. Lord of high Heaven
and everything beneath it. A lotus springs forth from your navel, your hands
churn the oceans, in three strides your feet encompass all the worlds. The
drum of your glory strikes terror in the hearts of your enemies. Upon your
right hand is the wheel of the law. You tether catastrophes, using a snake
for rope. Hail! See fit to accept the prayer of your priest. Bless me and
hear me, Brahma!'
"Arise . . . priest," said Brahma, having forgotten his name. "What
thing of mighty importance moved you to call me thus?"
The priest arose, cast a quick glance upon Brahma's dripping person and
looked away again.
"Lord," said the priest, "I did not mean to call while you were at
bath, but there is one among your worshipers here now who would speak with
you, on a matter which I take to be of mighty importance."
"One of my worshipers! Tell him that all-hearing Brahma hears all, and
direct him to pray to me in the ordinary manner, in the Temple proper!"
Brahma's hand moved toward the shutoff switch, then paused. "How came
he to know of the Temple-to-Heaven line?" he inquired. "And of the direct
communion of saints and gods?"
"He says," replied the priest, "that he is of the First, and that I
should relay the message that Sam would have words with Trimurti."
"Sam?" said Brahma. "Sam? Surely it cannot be . . . that Sam?"
"He is the one known hereabouts as Siddhartha, Binder of the Demons."
"Await my pleasure," said Brahma, "singing the while various
appropriate verses from the Vedas."
"I hear, my Lord," said the priest, and he commenced singing.
Brahma moved to another part of the pavilion and stood awhile before
his wardrobe, deciding what to wear.
The prince, hearing his name called, turned from the contemplation of
the Temple's interior. The priest, whose name he had forgotten, beckoned him
along a corridor. He followed, and the passage led into a storage chamber.
The priest rumbled after a hidden catch, then drew upon a row of shelves
that opened outward, doorlike.
The prince passed through this doorway. He found himself within a
richly decorated shrine. A glowing view-screen hung above its
altar/control-panel, encircled by a bronze Naga, which held its tail in its
teeth.
The priest bowed three times.
"Hail, ruler of the universe, mightiest of the four orders of gods and
the eighteen hosts of paradise. From your navel springs forth the lotus,
your hands churn the oceans, in three strides -- "
"I acknowledge the truth of what you say," replied Brahma. "You are
blessed and heard. You may leave us now."
"?"
"That is correct. Sam is doubtless paying you for a private line, is he
not?"
"Lord . . . !"
"Enough! Depart!"
The priest bowed quickly and left, closing the shelves behind him.
Brahma studied Sam, who was wearing dark jodhpurs, a sky-blue khameez,
the blue-green turban of Urath and an empty scabbard upon a chain belt of
dark iron.
Sam, in turn, studied the other, who stood with blackness at his back,
wearing a feather cloak over a suit of light mail. It was caught at the
throat with a clasp of fire opal. Brahma wore a purple crown, studded with
pulsating amethysts, and he bore in his right hand a scepter mounted with
the nine auspicious gems. His eyes were two dark stains upon his dark face.
The gentle strumming of a veena occurred about him.
"Sam?" he said.
Sam nodded.
"I am trying to guess your true identity. Lord Brahma. I confess that I
cannot."
"This is as it should be," said Brahma, "if one is to be a god who was,
is and always shall be."
"Fine garments, those you wear," said Sam. "Quite fetching."
"Thank you. I find it hard to believe that you still exist. Checking, I
note that you have not sought a new body for half a century. That is taking
quite a chance."
Sam shrugged. "Life is full of chances, gambles, uncertainties. . ."
"True," said Brahma. "Pray, draw up a chair and sit down. Make yourself
comfortable."
Sam did this, and when he looked up again, Brahma was seated upon a
high throne carved of red marble, with a matching parasol flared above it.
"That looks a bit uncomfortable," he remarked.
"Foam-rubber cushion," replied the god, smiling. "You may smoke, if you
wish."
"Thanks." Sam drew his pipe from the pouch at his belt, filled it,
tamped it carefully and struck it to fire.
"What have you been doing all this time," asked the god, "since you
left the roost of Heaven?"
"Cultivating my own gardens," said Sam.
"We could have used you here," said Brahma, "in our hydroponics
section. For that matter, perhaps we still could. Tell me more of your stay
among men."
"Tiger hunts, border disputes with neighboring kingdoms, keeping up the
morale of the harem, a bit of botanical research-- things like that-- the
stuff of life," said Sam. "Now my powers slacken, and I seek once more my
youth. But to obtain it again, I understand that I must have my brains
strained. Is that true?"
"After a fashion," said Brahma.
"To what end, may I ask?"
"That wrong shall fail and right prevail," said the god, smiling.
"Supposing I'm wrong," asked Sam, "how shall I fail?"
"You shall be required to work off your karmic burden in a lesser
form."
"Have you any figures readily available as to the percentage that
fails, vis-á-vis that which prevails?"
"Think not less of me in my omniscience," said Brahma, stifling a yawn
with his scepter, "if I admit to having, for the moment, forgotten these
figures."
Sam chuckled. "You say you have need of a gardener there in the
Celestial City?"
"Yes," said Brahma. "Would you like to apply for the job?"
"I don't know," said Sam. "Perhaps."
"And then again, perhaps not?" said the other.
"Perhaps not, also," he acknowledged. "In the old days there was none
of this shillyshallying with a man's mind. If one of the First sought
renewal, he paid the body price and was served."
"We no longer dwell in the old days, Sam. The new age is at hand."
"One would almost think that you sought the removal of all of the First
who are not marshaled at your back."
"A pantheon has room for many, Sam. There is a niche for you, if you
choose to claim it."
"If I do not?"
"Then inquire in the Hall of Karma after your body."
"And if I elect godhood?"
"Your brains will not be probed. The Masters will be advised to serve
you quickly and well. A flying machine will be dispatched to convey you to
Heaven."
"It bears a bit of thinking," said Sam. "I'm quite fond of this world,
though it wallows in an age of darkness. On the other hand, such fondness
will not serve me to enjoy the things I desire, if it is decreed that I die
the real death or take on the form of an ape and wander about the jungles.
But I am not overly fond of artificial perfection either, such as existed in
Heaven when last I visited there. Bide with me a moment while I meditate."
"I consider such indecision presumptuous," said Brahma, "when one has
just been made such an offer."
"I know, and perhaps I should also, were our positions reversed. But if
I were God and you were me, I do believe I would extend a moment's merciful
silence while a man makes a major decision regarding his life."
"Sam, you are an impossible haggler! Who else would keep me waiting
while his immortality hangs in the balance? Surely you do not seek to
bargain with me?"
"Well, I do come from a long line of slizzard traders-- and I do very
badly want something."
"And what may that be?"
"Answers to a few questions which have plagued me for a while now."
"These being . . . ?"
"As you are aware, I stopped attending the old Council meetings over a
century ago, for they had become lengthy sessions calculated to postpone
decision-making, and were primarily an excuse for a Festival of the First.
Now, I have nothing against festivals. In fact, for a century and a half I
went to them only to drink good Earth booze once more. But, I felt that we
should be doing something about the passengers, as well as the offspring of
our many bodies, rather than letting them wander a vicious world, reverting
to savagery. I felt that we of the crew should be assisting them, granting
them the benefits of the technology we had preserved, rather than building
ourselves an impregnable paradise and treating the world as a combination
game preserve and whorehouse. So, I have wondered long why this thing was
not done. It would seem a fair and equitable way to run a world."
"I take it from this that you are an Accelerationist?"
"No," said Sam, "simply an inquirer. I am curious, that's all, as to
the reasons."
"Then, to answer your questions," said Brahma, "it is because they are
not ready for it. Had we acted immediately-- yes, this thing could have been
done. But we were indifferent at first. Then, when the question arose, we
were divided. Too much time passed. They are not ready, and will not be for
many centuries. If they were to be exposed to an advanced technology at this
point, the wars which would ensue would result in the destruction of the
beginnings they have already made. They have come far. They have begun a
civilization after the manner of their fathers of old. But they are still
children, and like children would they play with our gifts and be burnt by
them. They are our children, by our long-dead First bodies, and second, and
third and many after-- and so, ours is the parents' responsibility toward
them. We must not permit them to be accelerated into an industrial
revolution and so destroy the first stable society on this planet. Our
parental functions can best be performed by guiding them as we do, through
the Temples. Gods and goddesses are basically parent figures, so what could
be truer and more just than that we assume these roles and play them
thoroughly?"
"Why then do you destroy their own infant technology? The printing
press has been rediscovered on three occasions that I can remember, and
suppressed each time."
"This was done for the same reason-- they were not yet ready for it.
And it was not truly discovered, but rather it was remembered. It was a
thing out of legend which someone set about duplicating. If a thing is to
come, it must come as a result of factors already present in the culture,
and not be pulled from out of the past like a rabbit from a hat."
"It seems you are drawing a mighty fine line at that point, Brahma. I
take it from this that your minions go to and fro in the world, destroying
all signs of progress they come upon?"
"This is not true," said the god. "You talk as if we desire perpetually
this burden of godhood, as if we seek to maintain a dark age that we may
know forever the wearisome condition of our enforced divinity!"
"In a word," said Sam, "yes. What of the pray-o-mat which squats before
this very Temple? Is it on par, culturally, with a chariot?"
"That is different," said Brahma. "As a divine manifestation, it is
held in awe by the citizens and is not questioned, for religious reasons. It
is hardly the same as if gunpowder were to be introduced."
"Supposing some local atheist hijacks one and picks it apart? And
supposing he happens to be a Thomas Edison? What then?"
"They have tricky combination locks on them. If anyone other than a
priest opens one, it will blow up and take him along with it."
"And I notice you were unable to suppress the rediscovery of the still,
though you tried. So you slapped on an alcohol tax, payable to the Temples."
"Mankind has always sought release through drink," said Brahma. "It has
generally figured in somewhere in his religious ceremonies. Less guilt
involved that way. True, we tried suppressing it at first, but we quickly
saw we could not. So, in return for our tax, they receive here a blessing
upon their booze. Less guilt, less of a hangover, fewer recriminations-- it
is psychosomatic, you know -- and the tax isn't that high."
"Funny, though, how many prefer the profane brew."
"You came to pray and you are staying to scoff, is that what you're
saying, Sam? I offered to answer your questions, not debate Deicrat policies
with you. Have you made up your mind yet regarding my offer?"
"Yes, Madeleine," said Sam, "and did anyone ever tell you how lovely
you are when you're angry?"
Brahma sprang forward off the throne. "How could you? How could you
tell?" screamed the god.
"I couldn't, really," said Sam. "Until now. It was just a guess, based
upon some of your mannerisms of speech and gesture which I remembered. So
you've finally achieved your lifelong ambition, eh? I'll bet you've got a
harem, too. What's it feel like, madam, to be a real stud after having been
a gal to start out with? Bet every Lizzie in the world would envy you if she
knew. Congratulations."
Brahma drew himself up to full height and glared. The throne was a
flame at his back. The veena thrummed on, dispassionately. He raised his
scepter then and spoke:
"Prepare yourself to receive the curse of Brahma . . ." he began.
"Whatever for?" asked Sam. "Because I guessed your secret? If I am to
be a god, what difference does it make? Others must know of it. Are you
angry because the only way I could learn your true identity was by baiting
you a little? I had assumed you would appreciate me the more if I
demonstrated my worth by displaying my wit in this manner. If I have
offended you, I do apologize."
"It is not because you guessed-- or even because of the manner in which
you guessed-- but because you mocked me, that I curse you."
"Mocked you?" said Sam. "I do not understand. I intended no disrespect.
I was always on good terms with you in the old days. If you will but think
back over them, you will recall that this is true. Why should I jeopardize
my position by mocking you now?"
"Because you said what you thought too quickly, without thinking a
second time."
"Nay, my Lord. I did but jest with you as any one man might with
another when discussing these matters. I am sorry if you took it amiss. I'll
warrant you've a harem I'd envy, and which I'll doubtless try to sneak into
some night. If you'd curse me for being surprised, then curse away." He drew
upon his pipe and wreathed his grin in smoke.
Finally, Brahma chuckled. "I'm a bit quick-tempered, 'tis true," he
explained, "and perhaps too touchy about my past. Of course, I've often
jested so with other men. You are forgiven. I withdraw my beginning curse.
"And your decision, I take it, is to accept my offer?" he inquired.
"That is correct," said Sam.
"Good. I've always felt a brotherly affection for you. Go now and
summon my priest, that I may instruct him concerning your incarnation. I'll
see you soon."
"Sure thing. Lord Brahma." Sam nodded and raised his pipe. Then he
pushed back the row of shelves and sought the priest in the hall without.
Various thoughts passed through his mind, but this time he let them remain
unspoken.
That evening, the prince held council with those of his retainers who
had visited kinsmen and friends within Mahartha, and with those who had gone
about through the town obtaining news and gossip. From these he learned that
there were only ten Masters of Karma in Mahartha and that they kept their
lodgings in a palace on the southeastern slopes above the city. They made
scheduled visits to the clinics, or reading rooms, of the Temples, where the
citizens presented themselves for judgment when they applied for renewal.
The Hall of Karma itself was a massive black structure within the courtyard
of their palace, where a person applied shortly after judgment to have his
transfer made into his new body. Strake, along with two of his advisers,
departed while daylight yet remained to make sketches of the palace
fortifications. Two of the prince's courtiers were dispatched across town to
deliver an invitation to late dining and revelry to the Shan of Irabek, an
old man and distant neighbor of Siddhartha's with whom he had fought three
bloody border skirmishes and occasionally hunted tiger. The Shan was
visiting with relatives while waiting his appointment with the Masters of
Karma. Another man was sent to the Street of the Smiths, where he requested
of the metal workers that they double the prince's order and have it ready
by early morning. He took along additional money to ensure their
cooperation.
Later, the Shan of Irabek arrived at the Hostel of Hawkana, accompanied
by six of his relatives, who were of the merchant caste but came armed as if
they were warriors. Seeing that the hostel was a peaceable abode, however,
and that none of the other guests or visitors bore arms, they put aside
their weapons and seated themselves near the head of the table, beside the
prince.
The Shan was a tall man, but his posture was considerably hunched. He
wore maroon robes and a dark turban reaching down almost to his great,
caterpillar-like eyebrows, which were the color of milk. His beard was a
snowy bush, his teeth shown as dark stumps when he laughed and his lower
eyelids jutted redly, as though sore and weary after so many years of
holding back his bloodshot orbs in their obvious attempt to push themselves
forward out of their sockets. He laughed a phlegmy laugh and pounded the
table, repeating, "Elephants are too expensive these days, and no damn good
at all in mud!" for the sixth time; this being in reference to their
conversation as to the best time of year to fight a war. Only one very new
in the business would be so boorish as to insult a neighbor's ambassador
during the rainy season, it was decided, and that one would thereafter be
marked as a nouveau roi.
As the evening wore on, the prince's physician excused himself so as to
superintend the preparation of the dessert and introduce a narcotic into the
sweetcakes being served up to the Shan. As the evening wore further on,
subsequent to the dessert, the Shan grew more and more inclined to close his
eyes and let his head slump forward for longer and longer periods of time.
"Good party," he muttered, between snores, and finally, "Elephants are no
damn good at all. . ." and so passed to sleep and could not be awakened. His
kinsmen did not see fit to escort him home at this time, because of the fact
that the prince's physician had added chloral hydrate to their wine, and
they were at that moment sprawled upon the floor, snoring. The prince's
chief courtier arranged with Hawkana for their accommodation, and the Shan
himself was taken to Siddhartha's suite, where he was shortly visited by the
physician, who loosened his garments and spoke to him in a soft, persuasive
voice:
"Tomorrow afternoon," he was saying, "you will be Prince Siddhartha and
these will be your retainers. You will report to the Hall of Karma in their
company, to claim there the body which Brahma has promised you without the
necessity of prior judgment You will remain Siddhartha throughout the
transfer, and you will return here in the company of your retainers, to be
examined by me. Do you understand?"
"Yes," whispered the Shan.
"Then repeat what I have told you."
'Tomorrow afternoon," said the Shan, "I will be Siddhartha, commanding
these retainers. . ."
Bright bloomed the morning, and debts were settled beneath it. Half of
the prince's men rode out of the city, heading north. When they were out of
sight of Mahartha they began circling to the southeast, working their way
through the hills, stopping only to don their battle gear.
Half a dozen men were dispatched to the Street of the Smiths, whence
they returned bearing heavy canvas bags, the contents of which were divided
into the pouches of three dozen men who departed after breakfast into the
city.
The prince took counsel with his physician, Narada, saying, "If I have
misjudged the clemency of Heaven, then am I cursed indeed."
But the doctor smiled and replied, "I doubt you misjudged."
And so they passed from morning into the still center of day, the Ridge
of the Gods golden above them.
When their charges awakened, they ministered to their hangovers. The
Shan was given a posthypnotic and sent with six of Siddhartha's retainers to
the Palace of the Masters. His kinsmen were assured that he remained
sleeping in the prince's quarters.
"Our major risk at this point," said the physician, "is the Shan. Will
he be recognized? The factors in our favor are that he is a minor potentate
from a distant kingdom, he has only been in town for a short period of time,
has spent most of that time with his kinsmen and he has not yet presented
himself for judgment. The Masters should still be unaware of your own
physical appearance -- "
"Unless I have been described to them by Brahma or his priest," said
the prince. "For all I know, my communication may have been taped and the
tape relayed to them for identification purposes."
"Why, though, should this have been done?" inquired Narada. "They
should hardly expect stealth and elaborate precautions of one for whom they
are doing a favor. No, I think we should be able to pull it off. The Shan
would not be able to pass a probe, of course, but he should pass surface
scrutiny, accompanied as he is by your retainers. At the moment, he does
believe he is Siddhartha, and he could pass any simple lie-detection test in
that regard-- which I feel is the most serious obstacle he might encounter."
So they waited, and the three dozen men returned with empty pouches,
gathered their belongings, mounted their horses and one by one drifted off
through the town, as though in search of revelry, but actually drifting
slowly in a southeasterly direction.
"Good-bye, good Hawkana," said the prince, as the remainder of his men
packed and mounted. "I shalt bear, as always, good report of your lodgings
to all whom I meet about the land. I regret that my stay here must be so
unexpectedly terminated, but I must ride to put down an uprising in the
provinces as soon as I leave the Hall of Karma. You are aware of how these
things spring up the moment a ruler's back is turned. So, while I should
have liked to spend another week beneath your roof, I fear that this
pleasure must be postponed until another time. If any ask after me, tell
them to seek me in Hades."
"Hades, my Lord?"
"It is the southernmost province of my kingdom, noted for its
excessively warm weather. Be sure to phrase it just so, especially to the
priests of Brahma, who may become concerned as to my whereabouts in days to
come."
"I'll do that, my Lord."
"And take especial care of the boy Dele. I expect to hear him play
again on my next visit."
Hawkana bowed low and was about to begin a speech, so the prince
decided upon that moment to toss him the final bag of coins and make an
additional comment as to the wines of Urath-- before mounting quickly and
shouting orders to his men, in such a manner as to drown out any further
conversation.
Then they rode through the gateway and were gone, leaving behind only
the physician and three warriors, whom he was to treat an additional day for
an obscure condition having to do with the change of climate, before they
rode on to catch up with the others.
They passed through the town, using side streets, and came after a time
to the roadway that led up toward the Palace of the Masters of Karma. As
they passed along its length, Siddhartha exchanged secret signs with those
three dozen of his warriors who lay in hiding at various points off in the
woods.
When they had gone half the distance to the palace, the prince and the
eight men who accompanied him drew rein and made as if to rest, waiting the
while for the others to move abreast of them, passing carefully among the
trees.
Before long, however, they saw movement on the trail ahead. Seven
riders were advancing on horseback, and the prince guessed them to be his
six lancers and the Shan. When they came within hailing distance, they
advanced to meet them.
"Who are you?" inquired the tall, sharp-eyed rider mounted upon the
white mare. "Who are you that dares block the passage of Prince Siddhartha,
Binder of Demons?"
The prince looked upon him-- muscular and tanned, in his mid-twenties,
possessed of hawklike features and a powerful bearing -- and he felt
suddenly that his doubts had been unfounded and that he bad betrayed himself
by his suspicion and mistrust. It appeared from the lithe physical specimen
seated upon his own mount that Brahma had bargained in good faith,
authorizing for his use an excellent and sturdy body, which was now
possessed by the ancient Shan.
"Lord Siddhartha," said his man, who had ridden at the side of the Lord
of Irabek, "it appears that they dealt fairly. I see naught amiss about
him."
"Siddhartha!" cried the Shan. "Who is this one you dare address with
the name of your master? I am Siddhartha, Binder of-- " With that he threw
his head back and his words gurgled in his throat.
Then the fit hit the Shan. He stiffened, lost his seating and fell from
the saddle. Siddhartha ran to his side. There were little flecks of foam at
the corners of his mouth, and his eyes were rolled upward.
"Epileptic!" cried the prince. "They meant me to have a brain which had
been damaged."
The others gathered around and helped the prince minister to the Shan
until the seizure passed and his wits had returned to his body.
"Wh-what happened?" he asked.
"Treachery," said Siddhartha. "Treachery, oh Shan of Irabek! One of my
men will convey you now to my personal physician, for an examination. After
you have rested, I suggest you lodge a protest at Brahma's reading room. My
physician will treat you at Hawkana's, and then you will be released. I am
sorry this thing happened. It will probably be set aright. But if not,
remember the last siege of Kapil and consider us even on all scores. Good
afternoon, brother prince." He bowed to the other, and his men helped the
Shan to mount Hawkana's bay, which Siddhartha had borrowed earlier.
Mounting the mare, the prince observed their departure, then turned to
the men who stood about him, and he spoke in a voice sufficiently loud to be
heard by those who waited off the road:
"The nine of us will enter. Two blasts upon the horn, and you others
follow. If they resist, make them wish they had been more prudent, for three
more blasts upon the horn will bring the fifty lancers down from the hills,
if they be needed. It is a palace of ease, and not a fort where battles
would be fought. Take the Masters prisoner. Do not harm their machineries or
allow others to do so. If they do not resist us, all well and good. If they
do, we shall walk through the Palace and Hall of the Masters of Karma like a
small boy across an extensive and excessively elaborate ant hill. Good luck.
No gods be with you!"
And turning his horse, he headed on up the road, the eight lancers
singing softly at his back.
The prince rode through the wide double gate, which stood open and
unguarded. He set immediately to wondering concerning secret defenses that
Strake might have missed.
The courtyard was landscaped and partly paved. In a large garden area,
servants were at work pruning, trimming and cultivating. The prince sought
after weapon emplacements and saw none. The servants glanced up as he
entered, but did not halt their labors.
At the far end of the courtyard was the black stone Hall. He advanced
in that direction, his horsemen following, until he was hailed from the
steps of the palace itself, which lay to his right.
He drew rein and turned to look in that direction. The man wore black
livery, a yellow circle on his breast, and he carried an ebony staff. He was
tall, heavy and muffled to the eyes. He did not repeat his salutation, but
stood waiting.
The prince guided his mount to the foot of the wide stairway. "I must
speak to the Masters of Karma," he stated.
"Have you an appointment?" inquired the man.
"No," said the prince, "but it is a matter of importance."
"Then I regret that you have made this trip for nothing," replied the
other. "An appointment is necessary. You may make arrangements at any Temple
in Mahartha."
He then struck upon the stair with his staff, turned his back and began
to move away.
"Uproot that garden," said the prince to his men, "cut down yonder
trees, heap everything together and set a torch to it."
The man in black halted, turned again.
Only the prince waited at the foot of the stair. His men were already
moving off in the direction of the garden.
"You can't do that," said the man.
The prince smiled.
His men dismounted and began hacking at the shrubbery, kicking they way
through the flower beds.
"Tell them to stop!"
"Why should I? I have come to speak with the Masters of Karma, and you
tell me that I cannot. I tell you that I can, and will. Let us see which of
us is correct."
"Order them to stop," said the other, "and I will bear your message to
the Masters."
"Halt!" cried the prince. "But be ready to begin again."
The man in black mounted the stairs, vanished into the palace. The
prince fingered the horn that hung on a cord about his neck.
In a short while there was movement, and armed men began to emerge from
the doorway. The prince raised his horn and gave wind to it twice.
The men wore leather armor-- some still buckling it hastily into
place-- and caps of the same material. Their sword arms were padded to the
elbow, and they wore small, oval-shaped metal shields, bearing as device a
yellow wheel upon a black field. They carried long, curved blades. They
filled the stairway completely and stood as if waiting orders.
The man in black emerged again, and he stood at the head of the stair.
"Very well," he stated, "if you have a message for the Masters, say it!"
"Are you a Master?" inquired the prince.
"I am."
"Then must your rank be lowest of them all, it you must also do duty as
doorman. Let me speak to the Master in charge here."
"Your insolence will be repaid both now and in a life yet to come,"
observed the Master.
Then three dozen lancers rode through the gate and arrayed themselves
at the sides of the prince. The eight who had begun the deflowering of the
garden remounted their horses and moved to join the formation, blades laid
bare across their laps.
"Must we enter your palace on horseback?" inquired the prince. "Or will
you now summon the other Masters, with whom I wish to hold conversation?"
Close to eighty men stood upon the stair facing them, blades in hand.
The Master seemed to weigh the balance of forces. He decided in favor of
maintaining things as they were.
"Do nothing rash," he stated, "for my men will defend themselves in a
particularly vicious fashion. Wait upon my return. I shall summon the
others."
The prince filled his pipe and lit it. His men sat like statues, lances
ready. Perspiration was most evident upon the faces of the foot soldiers who
held the first rank on the stairway.
The prince, to pass the time, observed to his lancers, "Do not think to
display your skill as you did at the last siege of Kapil. Make target of the
breast, rather than the head.
"Also," he continued, "think not to engage in the customary mutilation
of the wounded and the slain-- for this is a holy place and should not be
profaned in such a manner.
"On the other hand," he added, "I shall take it as a personal affront
if there are not ten prisoners for sacrifice to Nirriti the Black, my
personal patron-- outside these walls, of course, where observance of the
Dark Feast will not be held so heavily against us . . ."
There was a clatter to the right, as a foot soldier who had been
staring up the length of Strake's lance passed out and fell from the bottom
stair.
"Stop!" cried the figure in black, who emerged with six others --
similarly garbed-- at the head of the stairway. "Do not profane the Palace
of Karma with bloodshed. Already that fallen warrior's blood is-- "
"Rising to his cheeks," finished the prince, "if he be conscious -- for
he is not slain."
"What is it you want?" The figure in black who was addressing him was
of medium height, but of enormous girth. He stood like a huge, dark barrel,
his staff a sable thunderbolt.
"I count seven," replied the prince. "I understand that ten Masters
reside here. Where are the other three?"
"Those others are presently in attendance at three reading rooms in
Mahartha. What is it you want of us?"
"You are in charge here?"
"Only the Great Wheel of the Law is in charge here."
"Are you the senior representative of the Great Wheel within these
walls?"
"I am."
"Very well. I wish to speak with you in private-- over there," said the
prince, gesturing toward the black Hall.
"Impossible!"
The prince knocked his pipe empty against his heel, scraped its bowl
with the point of his dagger, replaced it in his pouch. Then he sat very
erect upon the white mare and clasped the horn in his left hand. He met the
Master's eyes.
"Are you absolutely certain of that?" he asked.
The Master's mouth, small and bright, twisted around words he did not
speak. Then:
"As you say," he finally acknowledged. "Make way for me here!" and he
passed down through the ranks of the warriors and stood before the white
mare.
The prince guided the horse with his knees, turning her in the
direction of the dark Hall.
"Hold ranks, for now!" called out the Master.
"The same applies," said the prince to his men.
The two of them crossed the courtyard, and the prince dismounted before
the Hall.
"You owe me a body," he said in a soft voice.
"What talk is this?" said the Master.
"I am Prince Siddhartha of Kapil, Binder of Demons."
"Siddhartha has already been served," said the other.
"So you think," said the prince, "served up as an epileptic, by order
of Brahma. This is not so, however. The man you treated earlier today was an
unwilling impostor. I am the real Siddhartha, oh nameless priest, and I have
come to claim my body-- one that is whole and strong, and without hidden
disease. You will serve me in this matter. You will serve me willingly or
unwillingly, but you will serve me."
"You think so?"
"I think so," replied the prince.
"Attack!" cried the Master, and he swung his dark staff at the prince's
head.
The prince ducked the blow and retreated, drawing his blade. Twice, he
parried the staff. Then it fell upon his shoulder, a glancing blow, but
sufficient to stagger him. He circled around the white mare, pursued by the
Master. Dodging, keeping the horse between himself and his opponent, he
raised the horn to his lips and sounded it three tunes. Its notes rose above
the fierce noises of the combat on the palace stair. Panting, he turned and
raised his guard in time to ward off a temple blow that would surely have
slain him had it landed.
"It is written," said the Master, almost sobbing out the words, "that
he who gives orders without having the power to enforce them, that man is a
fool."
"Even ten years ago," panted the prince, "you'd never have laid that
staff on me."
He hacked at it, hoping to split the wood, but the other always managed
to turn the edge of his blade, so that while he nicked it and shaved it in
places, the grain held and the staff remained of a piece.
Using it as a singlestick, the Master laid a solid blow across the
prince's left side, and he felt his ribs break within him. . . . He fell.
It was not by design that it happened, for the blade spun from out his
hands as he collapsed; but the weapon caught the Master across the shins and
he dropped to his knees, howling.
"We're evenly matched, at that," gasped the prince. "My age against
your fat . . ."
He drew his dagger as he lay there, but could not hold it steady. He
rested his elbow on the ground. The Master, tears in his eyes, attempted to
rise and fell again to his knees.
There came the sound of many hooves.
"I am not a fool," said the prince, "and now I have the power to
enforce my orders."
"What is happening?"
"The rest of my lancers are arrived. Had I entered in full force, you'd
have holed up like a gekk in a woodpile, and it might have taken days to
pull your palace apart and fetch you out. Now I have you in the palm of my
hand."
The Master raised his staff.
The prince drew back his arm.
"Lower it," he said, "or I'll throw the dagger. I don't know myself
whether I'll miss or hit, but I may hit. You're not anxious to gamble
against the real death, are you?"
The Master lowered his staff.
"You will know the real death," said the Master, "when the wardens of
Karma have made dog meat of your horse soldiers."
The prince coughed, stared disinterestedly at his bloody spittle. "In
the meantime, let's discuss politics," he suggested.
After the sounds of battle had ended, it was Strake-- tall, dusty, his
hair near matching the gore that dried on his blade -- Strake, who was
nuzzled by the white mare as he saluted his prince and said, "It is over."
"Do you hear that, Master of Karma?" asked the prince. "Your wardens
are dog meat."
The Master did not answer.
"Serve me now and you may have your life," said the prince. "Refuse,
and I'll have it."
"I will serve you," said the Master.
"Strake," ordered the prince, "send two men down into the town -- one
to fetch back Narada, my physician, and the other to go to the Street of the
Weavers and bring here Jannaveg the sailmaker. Of the three lancers who
remain at Hawkana's, leave but one to hold the Shan of Irabek till sundown.
He is then to bind him and leave him, joining us here himself."
Strake smiled and saluted.
"Now bring men to bear me within the Hall, and to keep an eye on this
Master."
He burned his old body, along with all the others. The wardens of
Karma, to a man, had passed in battle. Of the seven nameless Masters, only
the one who had been fat survived. While the banks of sperm and ova, the
growth tanks and the body lockers could not be transported, the transfer
equipment itself was dismantled under the direction of Dr. Narada, and its
components were loaded onto the horses of those who had fallen in the
battle. The young prince sat upon the white mare and watched the jaws of
flame close upon the bodies. Eight pyres blazed against the predawn sky. The
one who had been a sailmaker turned his eyes to the pyre nearest the gate--
the last to be ignited, its flames were only just now reaching the top,
where lay the gross bulk of one who wore a robe of black, a circle of yellow
on the breast. When the flames touched it and the robe began to smolder, the
dog who cowered in the ruined garden raised his head in a howl that was near
to a sob.
"This day your sin account is filled to overflowing," said the
sailmaker.
"But, ah, my prayer account!" replied the prince. "I'll stand on that
for the time being. Future theologians will have to make the final decision,
though, as to the acceptability of all those slugs in the pray-o-mats. Let
Heaven wonder now what happened here this day-- where I am, if I am, and
who. The time has come to ride, my captain. Into the mountains for a while,
and then our separate ways, for safety's sake. I am not sure as to the road
I will follow, save that it leads to Heaven's gate and I must go armed."
"Binder of Demons," said the other, and he smiled.
The lancer chief approached. The prince nodded him. Orders were
shouted.
The columns of mounted men moved forward, passed out through the gates
of the Palace of Karma, turned off the roadway and headed up the slope that
lay to the southeast of the city of Mahartha, comrades blazing like the dawn
at their back.
III
It is said that, when the Teacher appeared, those of all castes went to
hear his teachings, as well as animals, gods and an occasional saint, to
come away improved and uplifted. It was generally conceded that he had
received enlightenment, except by those who believed him to be a fraud,
sinner, criminal or practical joker. These latter ones were not all to be
numbered as his enemies; but, on the other hand, not all of those improved
and uplifted could be counted as his friends and supporters. His followers
called him Mahasamatman and some said he was a god. So, after it was seen
that he had been accepted as a teacher, was looked upon with respect, had
many of the wealthy numbered as his supporters and had gained a reputation
reaching far across the land, he was referred to as Tathagatha, meaning He
Who Has Achieved. It must be noted that while the goddess Kali (sometimes
known as Durga in her softer moments) never voiced a formal opinion as to
his buddhahood, she did render him the singular honor of dispatching her
holy executioner to pay him her tribute, rather than a mere hired assassin.
. . .
There is no disappearing of the true Dhamma
until a false Dhamma arises in the world.
When the false Dhamma arises, he makes the
true Dhamma to disappear.
Samyutta-nikaya (II, 224)
Near the city of Alundil there was a rich grove of blue-barked trees,
having purple foliage like feathers. It was famous for its beauty and the
shrinelike peace of its shade. It had been the property of the merchant Vasu
until his conversion, at which time he had presented it to the teacher
variously known as Mahasamatman, Tathagatha and the Enlightened One. In that
wood did this teacher abide with his followers, and when they walked forth
into the town at midday their begging bowls never went unfilled.
There was always a large number of pilgrims about the grove. The
believers, the curious and those who preyed upon the others were constantly
passing through it. They came by horseback, they came by boat, they came on
foot.
Alundil was not an overly large city. It had its share of thatched
huts, as well as wooden bungalows; its main roadway was unpaved and rutted;
it had two large bazaars and many small ones; there were wide fields of
grain, owned by the Vaisyas, tended by the Sudras, which flowed and rippled,
blue-green, about the city; it had many hostels (though none so fine as the
legendary hostel of Hawkana, in far Mahartha), because of the constant
passage of travelers; it had its holy men and its storytellers; and it had
its Temple.
The Temple was located on a low hill near the center of town, enormous
gates on each of its four sides. These gates, and the walls about them, were
filled with layer upon layer of decorative carvings, showing musicians and
dancers, warriors and demons, gods and goddesses, animals and artists,
lovemakers and half-people, guardians and devas. These gates led into the
first courtyard, which held more walls and more gates, leading in turn into
the second courtyard. The first courtyard contained a little bazaar, where
offerings to the gods were sold. It also housed numerous small shrines
dedicated to the lesser deities. There were begging beggars, meditating holy
men, laughing children, gossiping women, burning incenses, singing birds,
gurgling purification tanks and humming pray-o-mats to be found in this
courtyard at any hour of the day.
The inner courtyard, though, with its massive shrines dedicated to the
major deities, was a focal point of religious intensity. People chanted or
shouted prayers, mumbled verses from the Vedas, or stood, or knelt, or lay
prostrate before huge stone images, which often were so heavily garlanded
with flowers, smeared with red kumkum paste and surrounded by heaps of
offerings that it was impossible to tell which deity was so immersed in
tangible adoration. Periodically, the horns of the Temple were blown, there
was a moment's hushed appraisal of their echo and the clamor began again.
And none would dispute the fact that Kali was queen of this Temple. Her
tall, white-stone statue, within its gigantic shrine, dominated the inner
courtyard. Her faint smile, perhaps contemptuous of the other gods and their
worshipers, was, in its way, as arresting as the chained grins of the skulls
she wore for a necklace. She held daggers in her hands; and poised in
mid-step she stood, as though deciding whether to dance before or slay those
who came to her shrine. Her lips were full, her eyes were wide. Seen by
torchlight, she seemed to move.
It was fitting, therefore, that her shrine faced upon that of Yama, god
of Death. It had been decided, logically enough, by the priests and
architects, that he was best suited of all the deities to spend every minute
of the day facing her, matching his unfaltering death-gaze against her own,
returning her half smile with his twisted one. Even the most devout
generally made a detour rather than pass between the two shrines; and after
dark their section of the courtyard was always the abode of silence and
stillness, being untroubled by late worshipers.
From out of the north, as the winds of spring blew across the land,
there came the one called Rild. A small man, whose hair was white, though
his years were few-- Rild, who wore the dark trappings of a pilgrim, but
about whose forearm, when they found him lying in a ditch with the fever,
was wound the crimson strangling cord of his true profession: Rild.
Rild came in the spring, at festival-time, to Alundil of the blue-green
fields, of the thatched huts and the bungalows of wood, of unpaved roadways
and many hostels, of bazaars and holy men and storytellers, of the great
religious revival and its Teacher, whose reputation had spread far across
the land-- to Alundil of the Temple, where his patron goddess was queen.
Festival-time.
Twenty years earlier, Alundil's small festival had been an almost
exclusively local affair. Now, though, with the passage of countless
travelers, caused by the presence of the Enlightened One, who taught the Way
of the Eightfold Path, the Festival of Alundil attracted so many pilgrims
that local accommodations were filled to overflowing. Those who possessed
tents could charge a high fee for their rental. Stables were rented out for
human occupancy. Even bare pieces of land were let as camping sites.
Alundil loved its Buddha. Many other towns had tried to entice him away
from his purple grove: Shengodu. Flower of the Mountains, had offered him a
palace and harem to come bring his teaching to the slopes. But the
Enlightened One did not go to the mountain. Kannaka, of the Serpent River,
had offered him elephants and ships, a town house and a country villa,
horses and servants, to come and preach from its wharves. But the
Enlightened One did not go to the river.
The Buddha remained in his grove and all things came to him. With the
passage of years the festival grew larger and longer and more elaborate,
like a well-fed dragon, scales all a-shimmer. The local Brahmins did not
approve of the antiritualistic teachings of the Buddha, but his presence
filled their coffers to overflowing; so they learned to live in his squat
shadow, never voicing the word tirthika-- heretic.
So the Buddha remained in his grove and all things came to him,
including Rild.
Festival-time.
The drums began in the evening on the third day. On the third day, the
massive drums of the kathakali began their rapid thunder. The miles-striding
staccato of the drums carried across the fields to the town, across the
town, across the purple grove and across the wastes of marshland that lay
behind it. The drummers, wearing white mundus, bare to the waist, their dark
flesh glistening with perspiration, worked in shifts, so strenuous was the
mighty beating they set up; and never was the flow of sound broken, even as
the new relay of drummers moved into position before the tightly stretched
heads of the instruments.
As darkness arrived in the world, the travelers and townsmen who had
begun walking as soon as they heard the chatter of the drums began to arrive
at the festival field, large as a battlefield of old. There they found
places and waited for the night to deepen and the drama to begin, sipping
the sweet-smelling tea that they purchased at the stalls beneath the trees.
A great brass bowl of oil, tall as a man, wicks hanging down over its
edges, stood in the center of the field. These wicks were lighted, and
torches flickered beside the tents of the actors.
The drumming, at dose range, was deafening and hypnotic, the rhythms
complicated, syncopated, insidious. As midnight approached, the devotional
chanting began, rising and falling with the drumbeat, working a net about
the senses.
There was a brief lull as the Enlightened One and his monks arrived,
their yellow robes near-orange in the flamelight. But they threw back their
cowls and seated themselves cross-legged upon the ground. After a time, it
was only the chanting and the voices of the drums that filled the minds of
the spectators.
When the actors appeared, gigantic in their makeup, ankle bells
jangling as their feet beat the ground, there was no applause, only rapt
attention. The kathakali dancers were famous, trained from their youth in
acrobatics as well as the ages-old patterns of the classical dance, knowing
the nine distinct movements of the neck and of the eyeballs and the hundreds
of hand positions required to re-enact the ancient epics of love and battle,
of the encounters of gods and demons, of the valiant fights and bloody
treacheries of tradition. The musicians shouted out the words of the stories
as the actors, who never spoke, portrayed the awesome exploits of Rama and
of the Pandava brothers. Wearing makeup of green and red, or black and stark
white, they stalked across the field, skirts billowing, their
mirror-sprinkled halos glittering in the light of the lamp.
Occasionally, the lamp would flare or sputter, and it was as if a
nimbus of holy or unholy light played about their heads, erasing entirely
the sense of the event, causing the spectators to feel for a moment that
they themselves were the illusion, and that the great-bodied figures of the
cyclopean dance were the only real things in the world.
The dance would continue until daybreak, to end with the rising of the
sun. Before daybreak, however, one of the wearers of the saffron robe
arrived from the direction of town, made his way through the crowd and spoke
into the ear of the Enlightened One.
The Buddha began to rise, appeared to think better of it and reseated
himself. He gave a message to the monk, who nodded and departed from the
field of the festival.
The Buddha, looking imperturbable, returned his attention to the drama.
A monk seated nearby noted that he was tapping his fingers upon the ground,
and he decided that the Enlightened One must be keeping time with the
drumbeats, for it was common knowledge that he was above such things as
impatience.
When the drama had ended and Surya the sun pinked the skirts of Heaven
above the eastern rim of the world, it was as if the night just passed had
held the crowd prisoner within a tense and frightening dream, from which
they were just now released, weary, to wander this day.
The Buddha and his followers set off walking immediately, in the
direction of the town. They did not pause to rest along the way, but passed
through Alundil at a rapid but dignified gait.
When they came again to the purple grove, the Enlightened One
instructed his monks to take rest, and he moved off in the direction of a
small pavilion located deep within the wood.
The monk who had brought the message during the drama sat within the
pavilion. There he tended the fever of the traveler he had come upon in the
marshes, where he walked often to better meditate upon the putrid condition
his body would assume after death.
Tathagatha studied the man who lay upon the sleeping mat. His lips were
thin and pale; he had a high forehead, high cheekbones, frosty eyebrows,
pointed ears; and Tathagatha guessed that when those eyelids rose, the eyes
revealed would be of a faded blue or gray. There was a quality of--
translucency?-- fragility perhaps, about his unconscious form, which might
have been caused partly by the fevers that racked his body, but which could
not be attributed entirely to them. The small man did not give the
impression of being one who would bear the thing that Tathagatha now raised
in his hands. Rather, on first viewing, he might seem to be a very old man.
If one granted him a second look, and realized then that his colorless hair
and his slight frame did not signify advanced age, one might then be struck
by something childlike about his appearance. From the condition of his
complexion, Tathagatha doubted that he need shave very often. Perhaps a
slightly mischievous pucker was now hidden somewhere between his cheeks and
the corners of his mouth. Perhaps not, also.
The Buddha raised the crimson strangling cord, which was a thing borne
only by the holy executioners of the goddess Kali. He fingered its silken
length, and it passed like a serpent through his hand, clinging slightly. He
did not doubt but that it was intended to move in such a manner about his
throat. Almost unconsciously, he held it and twisted his hands through the
necessary movements.
Then he looked up at the wide-eyed monk who had watched him, smiled his
imperturbable smile and laid the cord aside. With a damp cloth, the monk
wiped the perspiration from the pale brow.
The man on the sleeping mat shuddered at the contact, and his eyes
snapped open. The madness of the fever was in them and they did not truly
see, but Tathagatha felt a sudden jolt at their contact.
Dark, so dark they were almost jet, and it was impossible to tell where
the pupil ended and the iris began. There was something extremely unsettling
about eyes of such power in a body so frail and effete.
He reached out and stroked the man's hands, and it was like touching
steel, cold and impervious. He drew his fingernail sharply across the back
of the right hand. No scratch or indentation marked its passage, and his
nail fairly slid, as though across a pane of glass. He squeezed the man's
thumbnail and released it. There was no sudden change of color. It was as
though these hands were dead or mechanical things.
He continued his examination. The phenomenon ended somewhat above the
wrists, occurred again in other places. His hands, breast, abdomen, neck and
portions of his back had soaked within the death bath, which gave this
special unyielding power. Total immersion would, of course, have proved
fatal; but as it was, the man had traded some of his tactile sensitivity for
the equivalent of invisible gauntlets, breastplate, neckpiece and back armor
of steel. He was indeed one of the select assassins of the terrible goddess.
"Who else knows of this man?" asked the Buddha.
"The monk Simha," replied the other, "who helped me bear him here."
"Did he see"-- Tathagatha gestured with his eyes toward the crimson
cord-- that?" he inquired.
The monk nodded.
"Then go fetch him. Bring him to me at once. Do not mention anything of
this to anyone, other than that a pilgrim was taken ill and we are tending
him here. I will personally take over his care and minister to his illness."
"Yes, Illustrious One."
The monk hurried forth from the pavilion.
Tathagatha seated himself beside the sleeping mat and waited.
It was two days before the fever broke and intelligence returned to
those dark eyes. But during those two days, anyone who passed by the
pavilion might have heard the voice of the Enlightened One droning on and
on, as though he addressed his sleeping charge. Occasionally, the man
himself mumbled and spoke loudly, as those in a fever often do.
On the second day, the man opened his eyes suddenly and stared upward.
Then he frowned and turned his bead.
"Good morning, Rild," said Tathagatha.
"You are . . . ?" asked the other, in an unexpected baritone.
"One who teaches the way of liberation," he replied.
"The Buddha?"
"I have been called such."
"Tathagatha?"
"This name, too, have I been given."
The other attempted to rise, failed, settled back. His eyes never left
the placid countenance. "How is it that you know my name?" he finally asked.
"In your fever you spoke considerably."
"Yes, I was very sick, and doubtless babbling. It was in that cursed
swamp that I took the chill."
Tathagatha smiled. "One of the disadvantages of traveling alone is that
when you fall there is none to assist you."
"True," acknowledged the other, and his eyes closed once more and his
breathing deepened.
Tathagatha remained in the lotus posture, waiting.
When Rild awakened again, it was evening. "Thirsty," he said.
Tathagatha gave him water. "Hungry?" he asked.
"No, not yet. My stomach would rebel."
He raised himself up onto his elbows and stared at his attendant. Then
he sank back upon the mat. "You are the one," he announced.
"Yes," replied the other.
"What are you going to do?"
"Feed you, when you say you are hungry."
"I mean, after that."
"Watch as you sleep, lest you lapse again into the fever."
"That is not what I meant."
"I know."
"After I have eaten and rested and recovered my strength-- what then?"
Tathagatha smiled as he drew the silken cord from somewhere beneath his
robe. "Nothing," he replied, "nothing at all," and he draped the cord across
Rild's shoulder and withdrew his hand.
The other shook his head and leaned back. He reached up and fingered
the length of crimson. He twined it about his fingers and then about his
wrist. He stroked it.
"It is holy," he said, after a time.
"So it would seem."
"You know its use, and its purpose?"
"Of course."
"Why then will you do nothing at all?"
"I have no need to move or to act. All things come to me. If anything
is to be done, it is you who will do it."
"I do not understand."
"I know that, too."
The man stared into the shadows overhead. "I will attempt to eat now,"
he announced.
Tathagatha gave him broth and bread, which he managed to keep down.
Then he drank more water, and when he had finished he was breathing heavily.
"You have offended Heaven," he stated.
"Of that, I am aware."
"And you have detracted from the glory of a goddess, whose supremacy
here has always been undisputed."
"I know."
"But I owe you my life, and I have eaten your bread."
There was no reply.
"Because of this, I must break a most holy vow," finished Rild. "I
cannot kill you, Tathagatha."
"Then I owe my life to the fact that you owe me yours. Let us consider
the life-owing balanced."
Rild uttered a short chuckle. "So be it," he said.
"What will you do, now that you have abandoned your mission?"
"I do not know. My sin is too great to permit me to return. Now I, too,
have offended against Heaven, and the goddess will turn away her face from
my prayers. I have failed her."
"Such being the case, remain here. You will at least have company in
damnation."
"Very well," agreed Rild. "There is nothing else left to me."
He slept once again, and the Buddha smiled.
In the days that followed, as the festival wore on, the Enlightened One
preached to the crowds who passed through the purple grove. He spoke of the
unity of all things, great and small, of the law of cause, of becoming and
dying, of the illusion of the world, of the spark of the atman, of the way
of salvation through renunciation of the self and union with the whole; he
spoke of realization and enlightenment, of the meaninglessness of the
Brahmins' rituals, comparing their forms to vessels empty of content. Many
listened, a few heard and some remained in the purple grove to take up the
saffron robe of the seeker.
And each time he taught, the man Rild sat nearby, wearing his black
garments and leather harness, his strange dark eyes ever upon the
Enlightened One.
Two weeks after his recovery, Rild came upon the teacher as he walked
through the grove in meditation. He fell into step beside him, and after a
time he spoke.
"Enlightened One, I have listened to your teachings, and I have
listened well. Much have I thought upon your words."
The other nodded.
"I have always been a religious man," he stated, "or I would not have
been selected for the post I once occupied. After it became impossible for
me to fulfill my mission, I felt a great emptiness. I had failed my goddess,
and life was without meaning for me."
The other listened, silently.
"But I have heard your words," he said, "and they have filled me with a
kind of joy. They have shown me another way to salvation, a way which I feel
to be superior to the one I previously followed."
The Buddha studied his face as he spoke.
"Your way of renunciation is a strict one, which I feel to be good. It
suits my needs. Therefore, I request permission to be taken into your
community of seekers, and to follow your path."
"Are you certain," asked the Enlightened One, "that you do not seek
merely to punish yourself for what has been weighing upon your conscience as
a failure, or a sin?"
"Of that I am certain," said Rild. "I have held your words within me
and felt the truth which they contain. In the service of the goddess have I
slain more men than purple fronds upon yonder bough. I am not even counting
women and children. So I am not easily taken in by words, having heard too
many, voiced in all tones of speech-- words pleading, arguing, cursing. But
your words move me, and they are superior to the teachings of the Brahmins.
Gladly would I become your executioner, dispatching for you your enemies
with a saffron cord-- or with a blade, or pike, or with my hands, for I am
proficient with all weapons, having spent three lifetimes learning their
use-- but I know that such is not your way. Death and life are as one to
you, and you do not seek the destruction of your enemies. So I request
entrance to your Order. For me, it is not so difficult a thing as it would
be for another. One must renounce home and family, origin and property. I
lack these things. One must renounce one's own will, which I have already
done. All I need now is the yellow robe."
"It is yours," said Tathagatha, "with my blessing."
Rild donned the robe of a buddhist monk and took to fasting and
meditating. After a week, when the festival was near to its close, he
departed into the town with his begging bowl, in the company of the other
monks. He did not return with them, however. The day wore on into evening,
the evening into darkness. The horns of the Temple had already sounded the
last notes of the nagaswaram, and many of the travelers had since departed
the festival.
For a long while, the Enlightened One walked the woods, meditating.
Then he, too, vanished.
Down from the grove, with the marshes at its back, toward the town of
Alundil, above which lurked the hills of rock and around which lay the
blue-green fields, into the town of Alundil, still astir with travelers,
many of them at the height of their revelry, up the streets of Alundil
toward the hill with its Temple, walked the Buddha.
He entered the first courtyard, and it was quiet there. The dogs and
children and beggars had gone away. The priests slept. One drowsing
attendant sat behind a bench at the bazaar. Many of the shrines were now
empty, the statues having been borne within. Before several of the others,
worshipers knelt in late prayer.
He entered the inner courtyard. An ascetic was seated on a prayer mat
before the statue of Ganesha. He, too, seemed to qualify as a statue, making
no visible movements. Four oil lamps flickered about the yard, their dancing
light serving primarily to accentuate the shadows that lay upon most of the
shrines. Small votive lights cast a faint illumination upon some of the
statues.
Tathagatha crossed the yard and stood facing the towering figure of
Kali, at whose feet a tiny lamp blinked. Her smile seemed a plastic and
moving thing, as she regarded the man before her.
Draped across her outstretched hand, looped once about the point of her
dagger, lay a crimson strangling cord.
Tathagatha smiled back at her, and she seemed almost to frown at that
moment.
"It is a resignation, my dear," he stated. "You have lost this round."
She seemed to nod in agreement.
"I am pleased to have achieved such a height of recognition in so short
a period of time," he continued. "But even if you had succeeded, old girl,
it would have done you little good. It is too late now. I have started
something which you cannot undo. Too many have heard the ancient words. You
had thought they were lost, and so did I. But we were both wrong. The
religion by which you rule is very ancient, goddess, but my protest is also
that of a venerable tradition. So call me a protestant, and remember-- now I
am more than a man. Good night."
He left the Temple and the shrine of Kali, where the eyes of Yama had
been fixed upon his back.
It was many months before the miracle occurred, and when it did, it did
not seem a miracle, for it had grown up slowly about them.
Rild, who had come out of the north as the winds of spring blew across
the land, wearing death upon his arm and the black fire within his eyes--
Rild, of the white brows and pointed ears-- spoke one afternoon, after the
spring had passed, when the long days of summer hung warm beneath the Bridge
of the Gods. He spoke, in that unexpected baritone, to answer a question
asked him by a traveler.
The man asked him a second question, and then a third.
He continued to speak, and some of the other monks and several pilgrims
gathered about him. The answers following the questions, which now came from
all of them, grew longer and longer, for they became parables, examples,
allegories.
Then they were seated at his feet, and his dark eyes became strange
pools, and his voice came down as from Heaven, clear and soft, melodic and
persuasive.
They listened, and then the travelers went their way. But they met and
spoke with other travelers upon the road, so that, before the summer had
passed, pilgrims coming to the purple grove were asking to meet this
disciple of the Buddha's, and to hear his words also.
Tathagatha shared the preaching with him. Together, they taught of the
Way of the Eightfold Path, the glory of Nirvana, the illusion of the world
and the chains that the world lays upon a man.
And then there were times when even the soft-spoken Tathagatha listened
to the words of his disciple, who had digested all of the things he had
preached, had meditated long and fully upon them and now, as though he had
found entrance to a secret sea, dipped with his steel-hard hand into places
of hidden waters, and then sprinkled a thing of truth and beauty upon the
heads of the hearers.
Summer passed. There was no doubt now that there were two who had
received enlightenment: Tathagatha and his small disciple, whom they called
Sugata. It was even said that Sugata was a healer, and that when his eyes
shone strangely and the icy touch of his hands came upon a twisted limb,
that limb grew straight again. It was said that a blind man's vision had
suddenly returned to him during one of Sugata's sermons.
There were two things in which Sugata believed: the Way of Salvation
and Tathagatha, the Buddha.
"Illustrious One," he said to him one day, "my life was empty until you
revealed to me the True Path. When you received your enlightenment, before
you began your teaching, was it like a rush of fire and the roaring of water
and you everywhere and a part of everything-- the clouds and the trees, the
animals in the forest, all people, the snow on the mountaintop and the bones
in the field?"
"Yes," said Tathagatha.
"I, also, know the joy of all things," said Sugata.
"Yes, I know," said Tathagatha.
"I see now why once you said that all things come to you. To have
brought such a doctrine into the world-- I can see why the gods were
envious. Poor gods! They are to be pitied. But you know. You know all
things."
Tathagatha did not reply.
When the winds of spring blew again across the land, the year having
gone full cycle since the arrival of the second Buddha, there came one day
from out of the heavens a fearful shrieking.
The citizens of Alundil turned out into their streets to stare up at
the sky. The Sudras in the fields put by their work and looked upward. In
the great Temple on the hill there was a sudden silence. In the purple grove
beyond the town, the monks turned their heads.
It paced the heavens, the one who was born to rule the wind. . . . From
out of the north it came-- green and red, yellow and brown. . . . Its glide
was a dance, its way was the air. . . .
There came another shriek, and then the beating of mighty pinions as it
climbed past clouds to become a tiny dot of black.
And then it fell, like a meteor, bursting into flame, all of its colors
blazing and burning bright, as it grew and grew, beyond all belief that
anything could live at that size, that pace, that magnificence. . . .
Half spirit, half bird, legend darkening the sky.
Mount of Vishnu, whose beak smashes chariots.
The Garuda Bird circled above Alundil.
Circled, and passed beyond the hills of rock that stood behind the
city.
"Garuda!" The word ran through the town, the fields, the Temple, the
grove.
If he did not fly alone; it was known that only a god could use the
Garuda Bird for a mount.
There was silence. After those shrieks and that thunder of pinions,
voices seemed naturally to drop to a whisper.
The Enlightened One stood upon the road before the grove, his monks
moving about him, facing in the direction of the hills of rock.
Sugata came to his side and stood there. "It was but a spring ago . .
." he said.
Tathagatha nodded.
"Rild failed," said Sugata. "What new thing comes from Heaven?"
The Buddha shrugged.
"I fear for you, my teacher," he said. "In all my lifetimes, you have
been my only friend. Your teaching has given me peace. Why can they not
leave you alone? You are the most harmless of men, and your doctrine the
gentlest. What ill could you possibly bear them?"
The other turned away.
At that moment, with a mighty beating of the air and a jagged cry from
its opened beak, the Garuda Bird rose once more above the hills. This time,
it did not circle over the town, but climbed to a great height in the
heavens and swept off to the north. Such was the speed of its passing that
it was gone in a matter of moments.
"Its passenger has dismounted and remains behind," suggested Sugata.
The Buddha walked within the purple grove.
He came from beyond the hills of stone, walking. He came to a passing
place through stone, and he followed this trail, his red leather boots
silent on the rocky path.
Ahead, there was a sound of running water, from where a small stream
cut across his way. Shrugging his blood-bright cloak back over his
shoulders, he advanced upon a bend in the trail, the ruby head of his
scimitar gleaming in his crimson sash.
Rounding a comer of stone, he came to a halt.
One waited ahead, standing beside the log that led across the stream.
His eyes narrowed for an instant, then he moved forward again.
It was a small man who stood there, wearing the dark garments of a
pilgrim, caught about with a leather harness from which was suspended a
short, curved blade of bright steel. This man's head was closely shaven,
save for a small lock of white hair. His eyebrows were white above eyes that
were dark, and his skin was pale; his ears appeared to be pointed.
The traveler raised his hand and spoke to this man, saying, "Good
afternoon, pilgrim."
The man did not reply, but moved to bar his way, positioning himself
before the log that led across the stream.
"Pardon me, good pilgrim, but I am about to cross here and you are
making my passage difficult," he stated.
"You are mistaken, Lord Yama, if you think you are about to pass here,"
replied the other.
The One in Red smiled, showing a long row of even, white teeth. "It is
always a pleasure to be recognized," he acknowledged, "even by one who
conveys misinformation concerning other matters."
"I do not fence with words," said the man in black.
"Oh?" The other raised his eyebrows in an expression of exaggerated
inquiry. "With what then do you fence, sir? Surely not that piece of bent
metal you bear."
"None other."
"I took it for some barbarous prayer-stick at first. I understand that
this is a region fraught with strange cults and primitive sects. For a
moment, I took you to be a devotee of some such superstition. But if, as you
say, it is indeed a weapon, then I trust you are familiar with its use?"
"Somewhat," replied the man in black.
"Good, then," said Yama, "for I dislike having to kill a man who does
not know what he is about. I feel obligated to point out to you, however,
that when you stand before the Highest for judgment, you will be accounted a
suicide."
The other smiled faintly.
"Any time that you are ready, deathgod, I will facilitate the passage
of your spirit from out its fleshy envelope."
"One more item only, then," said Yama, "and I shall put a quick end to
conversation. Give me a name to tell the priests, so that they shall know
for whom they offer the rites."
"I renounced my final name but a short while back," answered the other.
"For this reason, Kali's consort must take his death of one who is
nameless."
"Rild, you are a fool," said Yama, and drew his blade.
The man in black drew his.
"And it is fitting that you go unnamed to your doom. You betrayed your
goddess."
"Life is full of betrayals," replied the other, before he struck, "By
opposing you now and in this manner, I also betray the teachings of my new
master. But I must follow the dictates of my heart. Neither my old name nor
my new do therefore fit me, nor are they deserved-- so call me by no name!"
Then his blade was fire, leaping everywhere, clicking, blazing.
Yama fell back before this onslaught, giving ground foot by foot,
moving only his wrist as he parried the blows that fell about him.
Then, after he had retreated ten paces, he stood his ground and would
not be moved. His parries widened slightly, but his ripostes became more
sudden now, and were interspersed with feints and unexpected attacks.
They swaggered blades till their perspiration fell upon the ground in
showers; and then Yama began to press the attack, slowly, forcing his
opponent into a retreat. Step by step, he recovered the ten paces he had
given.
When they stood again upon the ground where the first blow had been
struck, Yama acknowledged, over the clashing of steel, "Well have you
learned your lessons, Rild! Better even than I had thought!
Congratulations!"
As he spoke, his opponent wove his blade through an elaborate double
feint and scored a light touch that cut his shoulder, drawing blood that
immediately merged with the color of his garment.
At this, Yama sprang forward, beating down the other's guard, and
delivered a blow to the side of his neck that might have decapitated him.
The man in black raised his guard, shaking his head, parried another
attack and thrust forward, to be parried again himself.
"So, the death bath collars your throat," said Yama. "I'll seek
entrance elsewhere, then," and his blade sang a faster song, as he tried for
a low-line thrust.
Yama unleashed the full fury of that blade, backed by the centuries and
the masters of many ages. Yet, the other met his attacks, parrying wider and
wider, retreating faster and faster now, but still managing to hold him off
as he backed away, counterthrusting as he went.
He retreated until his back was to the stream. Then Yama slowed and
made comment:
"Half a century ago," he stated, "when you were my pupil for a brief
time, I said to myself, 'This one has within him the makings of a master.'
Nor was I wrong, Rild. You are perhaps the greatest swordsman raised up in
all the ages I can remember. I can almost forgive apostasy when I witness
your skill. It is indeed a pity. . ."
He feinted then a chest cut, and at the last instant moved around the
parry so that he lay the edge of his weapon high upon the other's wrist.
Leaping backward, parrying wildly and cutting at Yama's head, the man
in black came into a position at the head of the log that lay above the
crevice that led down to the stream.
"Your hand, too, Rild! Indeed, the goddess is lavish with her
protection. Try this!"
The steel screeched as he caught it in a bind, nicking the other's
bicep as he passed about the blade.
"Aha! There's a place she missed!" he cried. "Let's try for another!"
Their blades bound and disengaged, feinted, thrust, parried, riposted.
Yama met an elaborate attack with a stop-thrust, his longer blade again
drawing blood from his opponent's upper arm.
The man in black stepped up upon the log, swinging a vicious head cut,
which Yama beat away. Pressing the attack then even harder, Yama forced him
to back out upon the log and then he kicked at its side.
The other jumped backward, landing upon the opposite bank. As soon as
his feet touched ground, he, too, kicked out, causing the log to move.
It rolled, before Yama could mount it, slipping free of the banks,
crashing down into the stream, bobbing about for a moment, and then
following the water trail westward.
"I'd say it is only a seven- or eight-foot jump, Yama! Come on across!"
cried the other.
The deathgod smiled. "Catch your breath quickly now, while you may," he
stated. "Breath is the least appreciated gift of the gods. None sing hymns
to it, praising the good air, breathed by king and beggar, master and dog
alike. But, oh to be without it! Appreciate each breath, Rild, as though it
were your last-- for that one, too, is near at hand!"
"You are said to be wise in these matters, Yama," said the one who had
been called Rild and Sugata. "You are said to be a god, whose kingdom is
death and whose knowledge extends beyond the ken of mortals. I would
question you, therefore, while we are standing idle."
Yama did not smile his mocking smile, as he had to all his opponent's
previous statements. This one had a touch of ritual about it.
"What is it that you wish to know? I grant you the death-boon of a
question."
Then, in the ancient words of the Katha Upanishad, the one who had been
called Rild and Sugata chanted:
"'There is doubt concerning a man when he is dead. Some say he still
exists. Others say he does not. This thing I should like to know, taught by
you.' "
Yama replied with the ancient words, "'On this subject even the gods
have their doubts. It is not easy to understand, for the nature of the atman
is a subtle thing. Ask me another question. Release me from this boon!'"
"'Forgive me if it is foremost in my mind, oh Death, but another
teacher such as yourself cannot be found, and surely there is no other boon
which I crave more at this moment.'"
"'Keep your life and go your way,'" said Yama, plunging his blade again
into his sash. "'I release you from your doom. Choose sons and grandsons;
choose elephants, horses, herds of cattle and gold. Choose any other boon--
fair maidens, chariots, musical instruments. I shall give them unto you and
they shall wait upon you. But ask me not of death.'"
"'Oh Death,' " sang the other, "'these endure only till tomorrow. Keep
your maidens, horses, dances and songs for yourself. No boon will I accept
but the one which I have asked-- tell me, oh Death, of that which lies
beyond life, of which men and the gods have their doubts.'"
Yama stood very still and he did not continue the poem. "Very well,
Rild," he said, his eyes locking with the other's, "but it is not a kingdom
subject to words. I must show you."
They stood, so, for a moment; and then the man in black swayed. He
threw his arm across his face, covering his eyes, and a single sob escaped
his throat.
When this occurred, Yama drew his cloak from his shoulders and cast it
like a net across the stream.
Weighted at the hems for such a maneuver, it fell, netlike, upon his
opponent.
As he struggled to free himself, the man in black heard rapid footfalls
and then a crash, as Yama's blood-red boots struck upon his side of the
stream. Casting aside the cloak and raising his guard, he parried Yama's new
attack. The ground behind him sloped upward, and he backed farther and
farther, to where it steepened, so that Yama's head was no higher than his
belt. He then struck down at his opponent. Yama slowly fought his way
uphill.
"Deathgod, deathgod," he chanted, "forgive my presumptuous question,
and tell me you did not lie."
"Soon you shall know," said Yama, cutting at his legs.
Yama struck a blow that would have run another man through, cleaving
his heart. But it glanced off his opponent's breast.
When he came to a place where the ground was broken, the small man
kicked, again and again, sending showers of dirt an