d gravel down upon his
opponent. Yama shielded his eyes with his left hand, but then larger pieces
of stone began to rain down upon him. These rolled on the ground, and, as
several came beneath his boots, he lost his footing and fell, slipping
backward down the slope. The other kicked at heavy rocks then, even
dislodging a boulder and following it downhill, his blade held high.
Unable to gain his footing in time to meet the attack, Yama rolled and
slid back toward the stream. He managed to brake himself at the edge of the
crevice, but he saw the boulder coming and tried to draw back out of its
way. As he pushed at the ground with both hands, his blade fell into the
waters below.
With his dagger, which he drew as he sprang into a stumbling crouch, he
managed to parry the high cut of the other's blade. The boulder splashed
into the stream.
Then his left hand shot forward, seizing the wrist that had guided the
blade. He slashed upward with the dagger and felt his own wrist taken.
They stood then, locking their strength, until Yama sat down and rolled
to his side, thrusting the other from him.
Still, both locks held, and they continued to roll from the force of
that thrust. Then the edge of the crevice was beside them, beneath them,
above them. He felt the blade go out of his hand as it struck the stream
bed.
When they came again above the surface of the water, gasping for
breath, each held only water in his hands.
"Time for the final baptism," said Yama, and he lashed out with his
left hand.
The other blocked the punch, throwing one of his own.
They moved to the left with the waters, until their feet struck upon
rock and they fought, wading, along the length of the stream.
It widened and grew more shallow as they moved, until the waters
swirled about their waists. In places, the banks began to fall nearer the
surface of the water.
Yama landed blow after blow, both with his fists and the edges of his
hands; but it was as if he assailed a statue, for the one who had been
Kali's holy executioner took each blow without changing his expression, and
he returned them with twisting punches of bone-breaking force. Most of these
blows were slowed by the water or blocked by Yama's guard, but one landed
between his rib cage and hipbone and another glanced on his left shoulder
and rebounded from his cheek.
Yama cast himself into a backstroke and made for shallower water.
The other followed and sprang upon him, to be caught in his impervious
midsection by a red boot, as the front of his garment was jerked forward and
down. He continued on, passing over Yama's head, to land upon his back on a
section of shale.
Yama rose to his knees and turned, as the other found his footing and
drew a dagger from his belt. His face was still impassive as he dropped into
a crouch.
For a moment their eyes met, but the other did not waver this time.
"Now can I meet your death-gaze, Yama," he stated, "and not be stopped
by it. You have taught me too well!"
And as he lunged, Yama's hands came away from his waist, snapping his
wet sash like a whip about the other's thighs.
He caught him and locked him to him as he fell forward, dropping the
blade; and with a kick he bore them both back into deeper water.
"None sing hymns to breath," said Yama. "But, oh to be without it!"
Then he plunged downward, bearing the other with him, his arms like
steel loops about his body.
Later, much later, as the wet figure stood beside the stream, he spoke
softly and his breath came in gasps:
"You were-- the greatest-- to be raised up against me-- in all the ages
I can remember. . . . It is indeed a pity . . ."
Then, having crossed the stream, he continued on his way through the
hills of stone, walking.
Entering the town of Alundil, the traveler stopped at the first inn he
came to. He took a room and ordered a tub of water. He bathed while a
servant cleaned his garments.
Before he had his dinner, he moved to the window and looked down into
the street. The smell of slizzard was strong upon the air, and the babble of
many voices arose from below.
People were leaving the town. In the courtyard at his back,
preparations for the departure of a morning caravan were being made. This
night marked the end of the spring festival. Below him in the street,
businessmen were still trading, mothers were soothing tired children and a
local prince was returning with his men from the hunt, two fire-roosters
strapped to the back of a skittering slizzard. He watched a tired prostitute
discussing something with a priest, who appeared to be even more tired, as
he kept shaking his head and finally walked away. One moon was already high
in the heavens-- seen as golden through the Bridge of the Gods -- and a
second, smaller moon had just appeared above the horizon. There was a cool
tingle in the evening air, bearing to him, above the smells of the city, the
scents of the growing things of spring: the small shoots and the tender
grasses, the clean smell of the blue-green spring wheat, the moist ground,
the roiling freshet. Leaning forward, he could see the Temple that stood
upon the hill.
He summoned a servant to bring his dinner in his chamber and to send
for a local merchant.
He ate slowly, not paying especial attention to his food, and when he
had finished, the merchant was shown in.
The man bore a cloak full of samples, and of these he finally decided
upon a long, curved blade and a short, straight dagger, both of which he
thrust into his sash.
Then he went out into the evening and walked along the rutted main
street of the town. Lovers embraced in doorways. He passed a house where
mourners were wailing for one dead. A beggar limped after him for half a
block, until he turned and glanced into his eyes, saying, "You are not
lame," and then the man hurried away, losing himself in a crowd that was
passing. Overhead, the fireworks began to burst against the sky, sending
long, cherry-colored streamers down toward the ground. From the Temple came
the sound of the gourd horns playing the nagaswaram music. A man stumbled
from out a doorway, brushing against him, and he broke the man's wrist as he
felt his hand fall upon his purse. The man uttered a curse and called for
help, but he pushed him into the drainage ditch and walked on, turning away
his two companions with one dark look.
At last, he came to the Temple, hesitated a moment and passed within.
He entered the inner courtyard behind a priest who was carrying in a
small statue from an outer niche.
He surveyed the courtyard, then quickly moved to the place occupied by
the statue of the goddess Kali. He studied her for a long while, drawing his
blade and placing it at her feet. When he picked it up and turned away, he
saw that the priest was watching him. He nodded to the man, who immediately
approached and bade him a good evening.
"Good evening, priest," he replied.
"May Kali sanctify your blade, warrior."
"Thank you. She has."
The priest smiled. "You speak as if you knew that for certain."
"And that is presumptuous of me, eh?"
"Well, it may not be in the best of taste."
"Nevertheless, I felt her power come over me as I gazed upon her
shrine."
The priest shuddered. "Despite my office," he stated, "that is a
feeling of power I can do without."
"You fear her power?"
"Let us say," said the priest, "that despite its magnificence, the
shrine of Kali is not so frequently visited as are those of Lakshmi,
Sarasvati, Shakti, Sitala, Ratri and the other less awesome goddesses."
"But she is greater than any of these."
"And more terrible."
"So? Despite her strength, she is not an unjust goddess."
The priest smiled. "What man who has lived for more than a score of
years desires justice, warrior? For my part, I find mercy infinitely more
attractive. Give me a forgiving deity any day."
"Well taken," said the other, "but I am, as you say, a warrior. My own
nature is close to hers. We think alike, the goddess and I. We generally
agree on most matters. When we do not, I remember that she is also a woman."
"I live here," said the priest, "and I do not speak that intimately of
my charges, the gods."
"In public, that is," said the other. "Tell me not of priests. I have
drunk with many of you, and know you to be as blasphemous as the rest of
mankind."
"There is a time and place for everything," said the priest, glancing
back at Kali's statue.
"Aye, aye. Now tell me why the base of Yama's shrine has not been
scrubbed recently. It is dusty."
"It was cleaned but yesterday, but so many have passed before it since
then that it has felt considerable usage."
The other smiled. "Why then are there no offerings laid at his feet, no
remains of sacrifices?"
"No one gives flowers to Death," said the priest. "They just come to
look and go away. We priests have always felt the two statues to be well
situated. They make a terrible pair, do they not? Death, and the mistress of
destruction?"
"A mighty team," said the other. "But do you mean to tell me that no
one makes sacrifice to Yama? No one at all?"'
"Other than we priests, when the calendar of devotions requires it, and
an occasional townsman, when a loved one is upon the death-bed and has been
refused direct incarnation-- other than these, no, I have never seen
sacrifice made to Yama, simply, sincerely, with good will or affection."
"He must feel offended."
"Not so, warrior. For are not all living things, in themselves,
sacrifices to Death?"
"Indeed, you speak truly. What need has he for their good will or
affection? Gifts are unnecessary, for he takes what he wants."
"Like Kali," acknowledged the priest. "And in the cases of both deities
have I often sought justification for atheism. Unfortunately, they manifest
themselves too strongly in the world for their existence to be denied
effectively. Pity."
The warrior laughed. "A priest who is an unwilling believer! I like
that. It tickles my funny bone! Here, buy yourself a barrel of soma-- for
sacrificial purposes."
"Thank you, warrior. I shall. Join me in a small libation now -- on the
Temple?"
"By Kali, I will!" said the other. "But a small one only."
He accompanied the priest into the central building and down a flight
of stairs into the cellar, where a barrel of soma was tapped and two beakers
drawn.
"To your health and long life," he said, raising it.
"To your morbid patrons-- Yama and Kali," said the priest.
"Thank you."
They gulped the potent brew, and the priest drew two more. "To warm
your throat against the night."
"Very good."
"It is a good thing to see some of these travelers depart," said the
priest. "Their devotions have enriched the Temple, but they have also tired
the staff considerably."
"To the departure of the pilgrims!"
"To the departure of the pilgrims!"
They drank again.
"I thought that most of them came to see the Buddha," said Yama.
"That is true," replied the priest, "but on the other hand, they are
not anxious to antagonize the gods by this. So, before they visit the purple
grove, they generally make sacrifice or donate to the Temple for prayers."
"What do you know of the one called Tathagatha, and of his teachings?"
The other looked away. "I am a priest of the gods and a Brahmin,
warrior. I do not wish to speak of this one."
"So, he has gotten to you, too?"
"Enough! I have made my wishes known to you. It is not a subject on
which I will discourse."
"It matters not-- and will matter less shortly. Thank you for the soma.
Good evening, priest."
"Good evening, warrior. May the gods smile upon your path."
"And yours also."
Mounting the stairs, he departed the Temple and continued on his way
through the city, walking.
When he came to the purple grove, there were three moons in the
heavens, small camplights behind the trees, pale blossoms of fire in the sky
above the town, and a breeze with a certain dampness in it stirring the
growth about him.
He moved silently ahead, entering the grove.
When he came into the lighted area, he was faced with row upon row of
motionless, seated figures. Each wore a yellow robe with a yellow cowl drawn
over the head. Hundreds of them were seated so, and not one uttered a sound.
He approached the one nearest him. "I have come to see Tathagatha, the
Buddha," he said.
The man did not seem to hear him.
"Where is he?"
The man did not reply.
He bent forward and stared into the monk's half-closed eyes. For a
moment, he glared into them, but it was as though the other was asleep, for
the eyes did not even meet with his.
Then he raised his voice, so that all within the grove might hear him:
"I have come to see Tathagatha, the Buddha," he said. "Where is he?"
It was as though he addressed a field of stones. "Do you think to hide
him in this manner?" he called out. "Do you think that because you are many,
and all dressed alike, and because you will not answer me, that for these
reasons I cannot find him among you?"
There was only the sighing of the wind, passing through from the back
of the grove. The light flickered and the purple fronds stirred.
He laughed. "In this, you may be right," he admitted. "But you must
move sometime, if you intend to go on living-- and I can wait as long as any
man."
Then he seated himself upon the ground, his back against the blue bark
of a tall tree, his blade across his knees. Immediately, he was seized with
drowsiness. His head nodded and jerked upward several times. Then his chin
came to rest upon his breast and he snored.
Was walking, across a blue-green plain, the grasses bending down to
form a pathway before him. At the end of this pathway was a massive tree, a
tree such as did not grow upon the world, but rather held the world together
with its roots, and with its branches reached up to utter leaves among the
stars.
At its base sat a man, cross-legged, a faint smile upon his lips. He
knew this man to be the Buddha, and he approached and stood before him.
"Greetings, oh Death," said the seated one, crowned with a rose-hued
aureole that was bright in the shadow of the tree.
Yama did not reply, but drew his blade.
The Buddha continued to smile, and as Yama moved forward he heard a
sound like distant music.
He halted and looked about him, his blade still upraised.
They came from all quarters, the four Regents of the world, come down
from Mount Sumernu: the Master of the North advanced, followed by his
Yakshas, all in gold, mounted on yellow horses, bearing shields that blazed
with golden light; the Angel of the South came on, followed by his hosts,
the Kumbhandas, mounted upon blue steeds and bearing sapphire shields; from
the East rode the Regent whose horsemen carry shields of pearl, and who are
clad all in silver; and from the West there came the One whose Nagas mounted
blood-red horses, were clad all in red and held before them shields of
coral. Their hooves did not appear to touch the grasses, and the only sound
in the air was the music, which grew louder.
"Why do the Regents of the world approach?" Yama found himself saying.
"They come to bear my bones away," replied the Buddha, still smiling.
The four Regents drew rein, their hordes at their backs, and Yama faced
them.
"You come to bear his bones away," said Yama, "but who will come for
yours?"
The Regents dismounted.
"You may not have this man, oh Death," said the Master of the North,
"for he belongs to the world, and we of the world will defend him."
"Hear me, Regents who dwell upon Sumernu," said Yama, taking his Aspect
upon him. "Into your hands is given the keeping of the world, but Death
takes whom he will from out the world, and whenever he chooses. It is not
given to you to dispute my Attributes, or the ways of their working."
The four Regents moved to a position between Yama and Tathagatha.
"We do dispute your way with this one. Lord Yama. For in his hands he
holds the destiny of our world. You may touch him only after having
overthrown the four Powers."
"So be it," said Yama. "Which among you will be first to oppose me?"
"I will," said the speaker, drawing his golden blade.
Yama, his Aspect upon him, sheared through the soft metal like butter
and laid the flat of his scimitar along the Regent's head, sending him
sprawling upon the ground.
A great cry came up from the ranks of the Yakshas, and two of the
golden horsemen came forward to bear away their leader. Then they turned
their mounts and rode back into the North;
"Who is next?"
The Regent of the East came before him, bearing a straight blade of
silver and a net woven of moonbeams. "I," he said, and he cast with the net.
Yama set his foot upon it, caught it in his fingers, jerked the other
off balance. As the Regent stumbled forward, he reversed his blade and
struck him in the jaw with its pommel.
Two silver warriors glared at him, then dropped their eyes, as they
bore their Master away to the East, a discordant music trailing in their
wake.
"Next!" said Yama.
Then there came before him the burly leader of the Nagas, who threw
down his weapons and stripped off his tunic, saying, "I will wrestle with
you, deathgod."
Yama laid his weapons aside and removed his upper garments.
All the while this was happening, the Buddha sat in the shade of the
great tree, smiling, as though the passage of arms meant nothing to him.
The Chief of the Nagas caught Yama behind the neck with his left hand,
pulling his head forward. Yama did the same to him; and the other did then
twist his body, casting his right arm over Yama's left shoulder and behind
his neck, locking it then tight about his head, which he now drew down hard
against his hip, turning his body as he dragged the other forward.
Reaching up behind the Naga Chief's back, Yama caught his left shoulder
in his left hand and then moved his right hand behind the Regent's knees, so
that he lifted both his legs off the ground while drawing back upon his
shoulder.
For a moment he held this one cradled in his arms like a child, then
raised him up to shoulder level and dropped away his arms.
When the Regent struck the ground, Yama fell upon him with his knees
and rose again. The other did not.
When the riders of the West had departed, only the Angel of the South,
clad all in blue, stood before the Buddha.
"And you?" asked the deathgod, raising his weapons again.
"I will not take up weapons of steel or leather or stone, as a child
takes up toys, to face you, god of death. Nor will I match the strength of
my body against yours," said the Angel. "I know I will be bested if I do
these things, for none may dispute you with arms."
"Then climb back upon your blue stallion and ride away," said Yama, "if
you will not fight."
The Angel did not answer, but cast his blue shield into the air, so
that it spun like a wheel of sapphire, growing larger and larger as it hung
above them.
Then it fell to the ground and began to sink into it, without a sound,
still growing as it vanished from sight, the grasses coming together again
above the spot where it had struck.
"And what does that signify?" asked Yama.
"I do not actively contest. I merely defend. Mine is the power of
passive opposition. Mine is the power of life, as yours is the power of
death. While you can destroy anything I send against you, you cannot destroy
everything, oh Death. Mine is the power of the shield, but not the sword.
Life will oppose you, Lord Yama, to defend your victim."
The Blue One turned then, mounted his blue steed and rode into the
South, the Kumbhandas at his back. The sound of the music did not go with
him, but remained in the air he had occupied.
Yama advanced once more, his blade in his hand. "Their efforts came to
naught," he said. "Your time is come."
He struck forward with his blade.
The blow did not land, however, as a branch from the great tree fell
between them and struck the scimitar from his grasp.
He reached for it and the grasses bent to cover it over, weaving
themselves into a tight, unbreakable net.
Cursing, he drew his dagger and struck again.
One mighty branch bent down, came swaying before his target, so that
his blade was imbedded deeply in its fibers. Then the branch lashed again
skyward, carrying the weapon with it, high out of reach.
The Buddha's eyes were closed in meditation and his halo glowed in the
shadows.
Yama took a step forward, raising his hands, and the grasses knotted
themselves about his ankles, holding him where he stood.
He struggled for a moment, tugging at their unyielding roots. Then he
stopped and raised both hands high, throwing his head far back, death
leaping from his eyes.
"Hear me, oh Powers!" he cried. "From this moment forward, this spot
shall bear the curse of Yama! No living thing shall ever stir again upon
this ground! No bird shall sing, nor snake slither here! It shall be barren
and stark, a place of rocks and shifting sand! Not a spear of grass shall
ever be upraised from here against the sky! I speak this curse and lay this
doom upon the defenders of my enemy!"
The grasses began to wither, but before they had released him there
came a great splintering, cracking noise, as the tree whose roots held
together the world and in whose branches the stars were caught, as fish in a
net, swayed forward, splitting down its middle, its uppermost limbs tearing
apart the sky, its roots opening chasms in the ground, its leaves falling
like blue-green rain about him. A massive section of its trunk toppled
toward him, casting before it a shadow dark as night.
In the distance, he still saw the Buddha, seated in meditation, as
though unaware of the chaos that erupted about him.
Then there was only blackness and a sound like the crashing of thunder.
Yama jerked his head, his eyes springing open.
He sat in the purple grove, his back against the bole of a blue tree,
his blade across his knees.
Nothing seemed to have changed.
The rows of monks were seated, as in meditation, before him. The breeze
was still cool and moist and the lights still flickered as it passed.
Yama stood, knowing then, somehow, where he must go to find that which
he sought.
He moved past the monks, following a well-beaten path that led far into
the interior of the wood.
He came upon a purple pavilion, but it was empty.
He moved on, tracing the path back to where the wood became a
wilderness. Here, the ground was damp and a faint mist sprang up about him.
But the way was still clear before him, illuminated by the light of the
three moons.
The trail led downward, the blue and purple trees growing shorter and
more twisted here than they did above. Small pools of water, with floating
patches of leprous, silver scum, began to appear at the sides of the trail.
A marshland smell came to his nostrils, and the wheezing of strange
creatures came out of clumps of brush.
He heard the sound of singing, coming from far up behind him, and he
realized that the monks he had left were now awake and stirring about the
grove. They had finished with the task of combining their thoughts to force
upon him the vision of their leader's invincibility. Their chanting was
probably a signal, reaching out to --
There! He was seated upon a rock in the middle of a field, the
moonlight falling full upon him.
Yama drew his blade and advanced.
When he was about twenty paces away, the other turned his head.
"Greetings, oh Death," he said.
"Greetings, Tathagatha."
"Tell me why you are here."
"It has been decided that the Buddha must die."
"That does not answer my question, however. Why have you come here?"
"Are you not the Buddha?"
"I have been called Buddha, and Tathagatha, and the Enlightened One,
and many other things. But, in answer to your question, no, I am not the
Buddha. You have already succeeded in what you set out to do. You slew the
real Buddha this day."
"My memory must indeed be growing weak, for I confess that I do not
remember doing this thing."
"The real Buddha was named by us Sugata," replied the other. "Before
that, he was known as Rild."
"Rild!" Yama chuckled. "You are trying to tell me that he was more than
an executioner whom you talked out of doing his job?"
"Many people are executioners who have been talked out of doing their
jobs," replied the one on the rock. "Rild gave up his mission willingly and
became a follower of the Way. He was the only man I ever knew to really
achieve enlightenment."
"Is this not a pacifistic religion, this thing you have been
spreading?"
"Yes."
Yama threw back his head and laughed. "Gods! Then it is well you are
not preaching a militant one! Your foremost disciple, enlightenment and all,
near had my head this afternoon!"
A tired look came over the Buddha's wide countenance. "Do you think he
could actually have beaten you?"
Yama was silent a moment, then, "No," he said.
"Do you think he knew this?"
"Perhaps," Yama replied.
"Did you not know one another prior to this day's meeting? Have you not
seen one another at practice?"
"Yes," said Yama. "We were acquainted."
"Then he knew your skill and realized the outcome of the encounter."
Yama was silent.
"He went willingly to his martyrdom, unknown to me at the time. I do
not feel that he went with real hope of beating you."
"Why, then?"
"To prove a point."
"What point could he hope to prove in such a manner?"
"I do not know. I only know that it must be as I have said, for I knew
him. I have listened too often to his sermons, to his subtle parables, to
believe that he would do a thing such as this without a purpose. You have
slain the true Buddha, deathgod. You know what I am."
"Siddhartha," said Yama, "I know that you are a fraud. I know that you
are not an Enlightened One. I realize that your doctrine is a thing which
could have been remembered by any among the First. You chose to resurrect
it, pretending to be its originator. You decided to spread it, in hopes of
raising an opposition to the religion by which the true gods rule. I admire
the effort. It was cleverly planned and executed. But your biggest mistake,
I feel, is that you picked a pacifistic creed with which to oppose an active
one. I am curious why you did this thing, when there were so many more
appropriate religions from which to choose."
"Perhaps I was just curious to see how such a countercurrent would
flow," replied the other.
"No, Sam, that is not it," answered Yama. "I feel it is only part of a
larger plan you have laid, and that for all these years -- while you
pretended to be a saint and preached sermons in which you did not truly
believe yourself-- you have been making other plans. An army, great in
space, may offer opposition in a brief span of time. One man, brief in
space, must spread his opposition across a period of many years if he is to
have a chance of succeeding. You are aware of this, and now that you have
sown the seeds of this stolen creed, you are planning to move on to another
phase of opposition. You are trying to be a one-man antithesis to Heaven,
opposing the will of the gods across the years, in many ways and from behind
many masks. But it will end here and now, false Buddha."
"Why, Yama?" he asked.
"It was considered quite carefully," said Yama. "We did not want to
make you a martyr, encouraging more than ever the growth of this thing you
have been teaching. On the other hand, if you were not stopped, it would
still continue to grow. It was decided, therefore, that you must meet your
end at the hands of an agent of Heaven-- thus showing which religion is the
stronger. So, martyr or no, Buddhism will be a second-rate religion
henceforth. That is why you must now die the real death."
"When I asked 'Why?' I meant something different. You have answered the
wrong question. I meant, why have you come to do this thing, Yama? Why have
you, master of arms, master of sciences, come as lackey to a crew of drunken
body-changers, who are not qualified to polish your blade or wash out your
test tubes? Why do you, who might be the freest spirit of us all, demean
yourself by serving your inferiors?"
"For that, your death shall not be a clean one."
"Why? I did but ask a question, which must have long since passed
through more minds than my own. I did not take offense when you called me a
false Buddha. I know what I am. Who are you, deathgod?"
Yama placed his blade within his sash and withdrew a pipe, which he had
purchased at the inn earlier in the day. He filled its bowl with tobacco,
lit it, and smoked.
"It is obvious that we must talk a little longer, if only to clear both
our minds of questions," he stated, "so I may as well be comfortable." He
seated himself upon a low rock. "First, a man may in some ways be superior
to his fellows and still serve them, if together they serve a common cause
which is greater than any one man. I believe that I serve such a cause, or I
would not be doing it. I take it that you feel the same way concerning what
you do, or you would not put up with this life of miserable asceticism --
though I note that you are not so gaunt as your followers. You were offered
godhood some years ago in Mahartha, as I recall, and you mocked Brahma,
raided the Palace of Karma, and filled all the pray-machines of the city
with slugs . . ."
The Buddha chuckled. Yama joined him briefly and continued, "There are
no Accelerationists remaining in the world, other than yourself. It is a
dead issue, which should never have become an issue in the first place. I do
have a certain respect for the manner in which you have acquitted yourself
over the years. It has even occurred to me that if you could be made to
realize the hopelessness of your present position, you might still be
persuaded to join the hosts of Heaven. While I did come here to kill you, if
you can be convinced of this now and give me your word upon it, promising to
end your foolish fight, I will take it upon myself to vouch for you. I will
take you back to the Celestial City with me, where you may now accept that
which you once refused. They will harken to me, because they need me."
"No," said Sam, "for I am not convinced of the futility of my position,
and I fully intend to continue the show."
The chanting came down from the camp in the purple grove. One of the
moons disappeared beyond the treetops.
"Why are your followers not beating the bushes, seeking to save you?"
"They would come if I called, but I will not call. I do not need to."
"Why did they cause me to dream that foolish dream?"
The Buddha shrugged.
"Why did they not arise and slay me as I slept?"
"It is not their way."
"You might have, though, eh? If you could get away with it? If none
would know the Buddha did it?"
"Perhaps," said the other. "As you know, the personal strengths and
weaknesses of a leader are no true indication of the merits of his cause."
Yama drew upon his pipe. The smoke wreathed his head and eddied away to
join the fogs, which were now becoming more heavy upon the land.
"I know we are alone here, and you are unarmed," said Yama.
"We are alone here. My traveling gear is hidden farther along my
route."
"Your traveling gear?"
"I have finished here. You guessed correctly. I have begun what I set
out to begin. After we have finished our conversation, I will depart."
Yama chuckled. "The optimism of a revolutionary always gives rise to a
sense of wonder. How do you propose to depart? On a magic carpet?"
"I shall go as other men go."
"That is rather condescending of you. Will the powers of the world rise
up to defend you? I see no great tree to shelter you with its branches.
There is no clever grass to seize at my feet. Tell me how you will achieve
your departure?"
"I'd rather surprise you."
"What say we fight? I do not like to slaughter an unarmed man. If you
actually do have supplies cached somewhere nearby, go fetch your blade. It
is better than no chance at all. I've even heard it said that Lord
Siddhartha was, in his day, a formidable swordsman."
"Thank you, no. Another time, perhaps. But not this time."
Yama drew once more upon his pipe, stretched, and yawned. "I can think
of no more questions then, which I wish to ask you. It is futile to argue
with you. I have nothing more to say. Is there anything else that you would
care to add to the conversation?"
"Yes," said Sam. "What's she like, that bitch Kali? There are so many
different reports that I'm beginning to believe she is all things to all men
-- "
Yama hurled the pipe, which struck him upon the shoulder and sent a
shower of sparks down his arm. His scimitar was a bright flash about his
head as he leapt forward.
When he struck the sandy stretch before the rock, his motion was
arrested. He almost fell, twisted himself perpendicularly and remained
standing. He struggled, but could not move.
"Some quicksand," said Sam, "is quicker than other quicksand.
Fortunately, you are settling into that of the slower sort. So you have
considerable time yet remaining at your disposal. I would like to prolong
the conversation, if I thought I had a chance of persuading you to join with
me. But I know that I do not-- no more than you could persuade me to go to
Heaven."
"I will get free," said Yama softly, not struggling. "I will get free
somehow, and I will come after you again."
"Yes," said Sam, "I feel this to be true. In fact, in a short while I
will instruct you how to go about it. For the moment, however, you are
something every preacher longs for-- a captive audience, representing the
opposition. So, I have a brief sermon for you. Lord Yama."
Yama hefted his blade, decided against throwing it, thrust it again
into his sash.
"Preach on," he said, and he succeeded in catching the other's eyes.
Sam swayed where he sat, but he spoke again:
"It is amazing," he said, "how that mutant brain of yours generated a
mind capable of transferring its powers to any new brain you choose to
occupy. It has been years since I last exercised my one ability, as I am at
this moment-- but it, too, behaves in a similar manner. No matter what body
I inhabit, it appears that my power follows me into it also. I understand it
is still that way with most of us. Sitala, I hear, can control temperatures
for a great distance about her. When she assumes a new body, the power
accompanies her into her new nervous system, though it comes only weakly at
first. Agni, I know, can set fire to objects by staring at them for a period
of time and willing that they burn. Now, take for example the death-gaze you
are at this moment turning upon me. Is it not amazing how you keep this gift
about you in all times and places, over the centuries? I have often wondered
as to the physiological basis for the phenomenon. Have you ever researched
the area?"
"Yes," said Yama, his eyes burning beneath his dark brows.
"And what is the explanation? A person is born with an abnormal brain,
his psyche is later transferred to a normal one and yet his abnormal
abilities are not destroyed in the transfer. Why does this thing happen?"
"Because you really have only one body-image, which is electrical as
well as chemical in nature. It begins immediately to modify its new
physiological environment. The new body has much about it which it treats
rather like a disease, attempting to cure it into being the old body. If the
body which you now inhabit were to be made physically immortal, it would
someday come to resemble your original body."
"How interesting."
"That is why the transferred power is weak at first, but grows stronger
as you continue occupancy. That is why it is best to cultivate an Attribute,
and perhaps to employ mechanical aids, also."
"Well. That is something I have often wondered about. Thank you. By the
way, keep trying with your death-gaze-- it is painful, you know. So that is
something, anyway. Now, as to the sermon-- a proud and arrogant man, such as
yourself-- with an admittedly admirable quality of didacticism about him--
was given to doing research in the area of a certain disfiguring and
degenerative disease. One day he contracted it himself. Since he had not yet
developed a cure for the condition, he did take time out to regard himself
in a mirror and say, 'But on me it does look good.' You are such a man,
Yama. You will not attempt to fight your condition. Rather, you are proud of
it. You betrayed yourself in your fury, so I know that I speak the truth
when I say that the name of your disease is Kali. You would not give power
into the hands of the unworthy if that woman did not bid you do it. I knew
her of old, and I am certain that she has not changed. She cannot love a
man. She cares only for those who bring her gifts of chaos. If ever you
cease to suit her purposes, she will put you aside, deathgod. I do not say
this because we are enemies, but rather as one man to another. I know.
Believe me, I do. Perhaps it is unfortunate that you were never really
young, Yama, and did not know your first love in the days of spring. . . .
The moral, therefore, of my sermon on this small mount is this-- even a
mirror will not show you yourself, if you do not wish to see. Cross her once
to try the truth of my words, even in a small matter, and see how quickly
she responds, and in what fashion. What will you do if your own weapons are
turned against you, Death?"
"You have finished speaking now?" asked Yama.
"That's about it. A sermon is a warning, and you have been warned."
"Whatever your power, Sam, I see that it is at this moment proof
against my death-gaze. Consider yourself fortunate that I am weakened -- "
"I do indeed, for my head is about to split. Damn your eyes!"
"One day I will try your power again, and even if it should still be
proof against my own, you will fall on that day. If not by my Attribute,
then by my blade."
"If that is a challenge, I choose to defer acceptance. I suggest that
you do try my words before you attempt to make it good."
At this point, the sand was halfway up Yama's thighs.
Sam sighed and climbed down from his perch.
"There is only one clear path to this rock, and I am about to follow it
away from here. Now, I will tell you how to gain your life, if you are not
too proud. I have instructed the monks to come to my aid, here at this
place, if they hear a cry for help. I told you earlier that I was not going
to call for help, and that is true. If, however, you begin calling out for
aid with that powerful voice of yours, they shall be here before you sink
too much farther. They will bring you safely to firm ground and will not try
to harm you, for such is their way. I like the thought of the god of death
being saved by the monks of Buddha. Good night, Yama, I'm going to leave you
now."
Yama smiled. "There will be another day, oh Buddha," he stated. "I can
wait for it. Flee now as far and as fast as you can. The world is not large
enough to hide you from my wrath. I will follow you, and I will teach you of
the enlightenment that is pure hellfire."
"In the meantime," said Sam, "I suggest you solicit aid of my followers
or learn the difficult art of mud-breathing."
He picked his way across the field, Yama's eyes burning into his back.
When he reached the trail, he turned. "And you may want to mention in
Heaven," he said, "that I was called out of town on a business deal."
Yama did not reply.
"I think I am going to make a deal for some weapons," he finished,
"some rather special weapons. So when you come after me, bring your girl
friend along. If she likes what she sees, she may persuade you to switch
sides."
Then he struck the trail and moved away through the night, whistling,
beneath a moon that was white and a moon that was golden.
IV
It is told how the Lord of Light descended into the Well of the Demons,
to make there a bargain with the chief of the Rakasha. He dealt in good
faith, but the Rakasha are the Rakasha. That is to say, they are malefic
creatures, possessed of great powers, life-span and the ability to assume
nearly any shape. The Rakasha are almost indestructible. Their chiefest lack
is a true body; their chiefest virtue, their honor toward their gambling
debts. That the Lord of Light went to Hellwell at all serves to show that
perhaps he was somewhat distraught concerning the state of the world. . . .
When the gods and the demons, both offspring of Prajapati, did battle
with one another, the gods seized upon the life-principle of the Udgitha,
thinking that with this would they vanquish the demons.
They meditated upon the Udgitha which functions through the nose, but
the demons pierced it through with evil. Therefore, with the breath one
smells both that which is pleasant and that which is foul. Thus the breath
is touched by evil.
They meditated upon the Udgitha as words, but the demons pierced it
through with evil. Therefore, one speaks both truth and falsehood. Thus
words are touched by evil.
They meditated upon the Udgitha which functions through the eye, but
the demons pierced it through with evil. Therefore, one sees both what is
pleasing and what is ugly. Thus the eye is touched by evil.
They meditated upon the Udgitha as hearing, but the demons pierced it
through with evil. Therefore, one hears both good things and bad. Thus the
ear is touched by evil.
Then did they meditate upon the Udgitha as the mind, but the demons
pierced it through with evil. Therefore, one thinks what is proper, true,
and good, and what is improper, false, and depraved. Thus the mind is
touched by evil.
Chhandogya Upanishad (I, ii, 1-6)
Hellwell lies at the top of the world and it leads down to its roots.
It is probably as old as the world itself; and if it is not, it should
be, because it looks as if it were.
It begins with a doorway. There is a huge, burnished metal door,
erected by the First, that is heavy as sin, three times the height of a man
and half that distance in width. It is a full cubit thick and bears a
head-sized ring of brass, a complicated pressure-plate lock and an
inscription that reads, roughly, "Go away. This is not a place to be. If you
do try to enter here, you will fail and also be cursed. If somehow you
succeed, then do not complain that you entered unwarned, nor bother us with
your deathbed prayers." Signed, "The Gods."
It is set near the peak of a very high mountain named Channa, in the
midst of a region of very high mountains called the Ratnagaris. In that
place there is always snow upon the ground, and rainbows ride like fur on
the backs of icicles, which sprout about the frozen caps of cliffs. The air
is sharp as a sword. The sky is bright as the eye of a cat.
Very few feet have ever trod the trail that leads to Hellwell. Of those
who visited, most came only to look, to see whether the great door really
existed; and when they returned home and told of having seen it, they were
generally mocked.
Telltale scratches about the lock plate testify that some have actually
sought entrance. Equipment sufficient to force the great door could not be
transported or properly positioned, however. The trail that leads to
Hellwell is less than ten inches in width for the final three hundred feet
of its ascent; and perhaps six men could stand, with crowding, upon what
remains of the once wide ledge that faces that door.
It is told that Pannalal the Sage, having sharpened his mind with
meditation and divers asceticisms, had divined the operation of the lock and
entered Hellwell, spending a day and a night beneath the mountain. He was
thereafter known as Pannalal the Mad.
The peak known as Channa, which holds the great door, is removed by
five days' journey from a small village. This is within the far northern
kingdom of Malwa. This mountain village nearest to Channa has no name
itself, being filled with a fierce and independent people who have no
special desire that their town appeal on the maps of the rajah's tax
collectors. Of the rajah, it is sufficient to tell that he is of middle
height and middle years, shrewd, slightly stout, neither pious nor more than
usually notorious and fabulously wealthy. He is wealthy because he levies
high taxes upon his subjects. When his subjects begin to complain, and
murmurs of revolt run through the realm, he declares war upon a neighboring
kingdom and doubles the taxes. If the war does not go well, he executes
several generals and has his Minister of Peace negotiate a treaty. If, by
some chance, it goes especially well, he exacts tribute for whatever insult
has caused the entire affair. Usually, though, it ends in a truce, souring
his subjects on fighting and reconciling them to the high tax rate. His name
is Videgha and he has many children. He is fond of grak-birds, which can be
taught to sing bawdy songs, of snakes, to which he occasionally feeds
grak-birds who cannot carry a tune, and of gaming with dice. He does not
especially like children.
Hellwell begins with the great doorway high in the mountains at the
northernmost comer of Videgha's kingdom, beyond which there are no other
kingdoms of men. It begins there, and it corkscrews down through the heart
of the mountain Channa, breaking, like a corkscrew, into vast cavernways
uncharted by men, extending far beneath the Ratnagari range, the deepest
passageways pushing down toward the roots of the world.
To this door came the traveler.
He was simply dressed, and he traveled alone, and he seemed to know
exactly where he was going and what he was doing.
He climbed the trail up Channa, edging his way across its gaunt face.
It took him the better part of the morning to reach his destination,
the door.
When he stood before it, he rested a moment, took a drink from his
water bottle, wiped his mouth on the back of his hand, smiled.
Then he sat down with his back against the door and ate his lunch. When
he had finished, he threw the leaf wrappings over the edge and watched them
fall, drifting from side to side on the air currents, until they were out of
sight. He lit his pipe then and smoked.
After he had rested, he stood and faced the door once again.
His hand fell upon the pressure plate, moved slowly through a series of
gestures. There was a musical sound from within the door as his hand left
the plate.
Then he seized upon the ring and drew back, his shoulder muscles
straining. The door moved, slowly at first, then more rapidly. He stepped
aside and it swung outward, passing beyond the ledge.
There was another ring, twin to the first, on the inner surface of the
door. He caught at it as it passed him, dragging his heels to keep it from
swinging so far as to place it beyond his reach.
A rush of warm air emerged from the opening at his back.
Drawing the door closed again behind him, he paused only to light one
of the many torches he bore. Then he advanced along a corridor that widened
as he moved ahead.
The floor slanted abruptly, and after a hundred paces the ceiling was
so high as to be invisible.
After two hundred paces, he stood upon the lip of the well.
He was now in the midst of a vast blackness shot through with the
flames of his torch. The walls had vanished, save for the one behind him and
to the right. The floor ended a short distance before him.
Beyond that edge was what appeared to be a bottomless pit. He could not
see across it, but he knew it to be roughly circular in shape; and he knew,
too, that it widened in circumference as it descended.
He made his way down along the trail that wound about the well wall,
and he could feel the rush of warm air rising from out of the depths. This
trail was artificial. One could feel this, despite its steepness. It was
precarious and it was narrow; it was cracked in many places, and in spots
rubble had accumulated upon it. But its steady, winding slant bespoke the
fact that there was purpose and pattern to its existence.
He moved along this trail, carefully. To his left was the wall. To his
right there was nothing.
After what seemed an age and a half, he sighted a tiny flicker of light
far below him, hanging in midair.
The curvature of the wall, however, gradually bent his way so that this
light no longer hung in the distance, but lay below and slightly to his
right.
Another twisting of the trail set it directly ahead of him.
When he passed the niche in the wall wherein the flame was cached, he
heard a voice within his mind cry out:
"Free me, master, and I will lay the world at thy feet!"
But he hurried by, not even glancing at the almost-face within the
opening.
Floating upon the ocean of black that lay beneath his feet, there were
more lights now visible.
The well continued to widen. It was filled with brightening glimmers,
like flame, but not flame; filled with shapes, faces, half-remembered
images. From each there rose up a cry as he passed: "Free me! Free me!"
But he did not halt.
He came to the bottom of the well and moved across it, passing among
broken stones and over fissures in the rocky floor. At last he reached the
opposite wall, wherein a great orange fire danced.
It became cherry-red as he approached, and when he stood before it, it
was the blue of a sapphire's heart.
It stood to twice his height, pulsing and twisting. From it, little
flamelets licked out toward him, but they drew back as if they fell against
an invisible barrier.
During his descent he had passed so many flames that he had lost count
of their number. He knew, too, that more lay hidden within the caverns that
open into the well bottom.
Each flame he had passed on the way down had addressed him, using its
own species of communication, so that the words had sounded drumlike within
his head: threatening words, and pleading, promising words. But no message
came to him from this great blue blaze, larger than any of the others. No
forms turned or twisted, tantalizing, within its bright heart. Flame it was,
and flame it remained.
He kindled a fresh torch and wedged it between two rocks.
"So, Hated One, you have returned!"
The words fell upon him like whiplashes. Steadying himself, he faced
the blue flame then and replied:
"You are called Taraka?"
"He who bound me here should know what I am called," came the words.
"Think not, oh Siddhartha, that because you wear a different body you go now
unrecognized. I look upon the flows of energy which are your real being--
not the flesh that masks them."
"I see," replied the other.
"Do you come to mock me in my prison?"
"Did I mock you in the days of the Binding?"
"No, you did not."
"I did that which had to be done, to preserve my own species. Men were
weak and few in number. Your kind fell upon them and would have destroyed
them."
"You stole our world, Siddhartha. You chained us here. What new
indignity would you lay upon us?"
"Perhaps there is a way in which some reparation may be made."
"What is it that you want?"
"Allies."
"You want us to take your part in a struggle?"
"That is correct."
"And when it is over, you will seek to bind us again."
"Not if we can work out some sort of agreement beforehand."
"Speak to me your terms," said the flame.
"In the old days your people walked, visible and invisible, in the
streets of the Celestial City."
"That is true."
"It is better fortified now."
"In what ways?"
"Vishnu the Preserver and Yama-Dharma, Lord of Death, have covered the
whole of Heaven, rather than just the City-- as it was in days of old-- with
what is said to be an impenetrable dome."
"There is no such thing as an impenetrable dome."
"I say only what I have heard."
"There are many ways into a city. Lord Siddhartha."
"You will find them all for me?"
"That is to be the price of my freedom?"
"Of your own freedom-- yes."
"What of the others of my kind?"
"If they, too, are to be freed, you must all agree to help me lay siege
to that City and take it."
"Free us, and Heaven shall fall!"
"You speak for the others?"
"I am Taraka. I speak for all."
"What assurance do you give, Taraka, that this bargain will be kept?"
"My word? I shall be happy to swear by anything you care to name -- "
"A facility with oaths is not the most reassuring quality in a
bargainer. And your strength is also your weakness in any bargaining at all.
You are so strong as to be unable to grant to another the power to control
you. You have no gods to swear by. The only thing you will honor is a
gambling debt, and there are no grounds for gaming here."
"You possess the power to control us."
"Individually, perhaps. But not collectively."
"It is a difficult problem," said Taraka. "I should give anything I
have to be free-- but then, all that I have is power -- pure power, in
essence uncommittable. A greater force might subdue it, but that is not the
answer. I do not really know how to give you satisfactory assurance that my
promise will be kept. If I were you, I certainly would not trust me."
"It is something of a dilemma. So I will free you now-- you alone-- to
visit the Pole and scout out the defenses of Heaven. In your absence, I will
consider the problem further. Do you likewise, and perhaps upon your return
an equitable arrangement can be made."
"Accepted! Release me from this doom!"
"Know then my power, Taraka," he said. "As I bind, so can I loose--
thus!"
The flame boiled forward out of the wall.
It rolled into a ball of fire and spun about the well like a comet; it
burned like a small sun, lighting up the darkness; it changed colors as it
fled about, so that the rocks shone both ghastly and pleasing.
Then it hovered above the head of the one called Siddhartha, sending
down its throbbing words upon him:
"You cannot know my pleasure to feel again my strength set free. I've a
mind to try your power once more."
The man beneath him shrugged.
The ball of flame coalesced. Shrinking, it grew brighter, and it slowly
settled to the floor.
It lay there quivering, like a petal fallen from some titanic bloom;
then it drifted slowly across the floor of Hellwell and re-entered the
niche.
"Are you satisfied?" asked Siddhartha.
"Yes," came the reply, after a time. "Your power is undimmed. Binder.
Free me once more."
"I grow tired of this sport, Taraka. Perhaps I'd best leave you as you
are and seek assistance elsewhere."
"No! I gave you my promise! What more would you have?"
"I would have an absence of contention between us. Either you will
serve me now in this matter, or you will not. That is all. Choose, and abide
by your choice-- and your word."
"Very well. Free me, and I will visit Heaven upon its mountain of ice,
and report back to you of its weaknesses."
"Then go!"
This time, the flame emerged more slowly. It swayed before him, took on
a roughly human outline.
"What is your power, Siddhartha? How do you do what you do?" it asked
him.
"Call it electrodirection," said the other, "mind over energy. It is as
good a term as any. But whatever you call it, do not seek to cross it again.
I can kill you with it, though no weapon formed of matter may be laid upon
you. Go now!"
Taraka vanished, like a firebrand plunged into a river, and Siddhartha
stood among stones, his torch lighting the darkness about him.
He rested, and a babble of voices filled his mind-- promising,
tempting, pleading. Visions of wealth and of splendor flowed before his
eyes. Wondrous harems were paraded before him, and banquets were laid at his
feet. Essences of musk and champac, and the bluish haze of burning incenses
drifted, soothing his soul, about him. He walked among flowers, followed by
bright-eyed girls who bore his wine cups, smiling; a silver voice sang to
him, and creatures not human danced upon the surface of a nearby lake. "Free
us, free us," they chanted. But he smiled and watched and did nothing.
Gradually, the prayers and the pleas and the promises turned to a chorus of
curses and threats. Armored skeletons advanced upon him, babies impaled upon
their blazing swords. There were pits all about him, from which fires leapt
up, smelling of brimstone. A serpent dangled from a branch before his face,
spitting venom. A rain of spiders and toads descended upon him.
"Free us-- or infinite will be thy agony!" cried the voices.
"If you persist," he stated, "Siddhartha shall grow angry, and you will
lose the one chance at freedom which you really do possess."
Then all was still about him, and he emptied his mind, drowsing.
He had two meals, there in the cavern, and then he slept again.
Later, Taraka returned in the form of a great-taloned bird and reported
to him:
"Those of my kind may enter through the air vents," he said, "but men
may not. There are also many elevator shafts within the mountain. Many men
might ride up the larger ones with ease. Of course, these are guarded. But
if the guards were slain and the alarms disconnected, this thing might be
accomplished. Also, there are times when the dome itself is opened in
various places, to permit flying craft to enter and to depart."
"Very well," said Siddhartha. "I've a kingdom, some weeks' journey
hence, where I rule. A regent has been seated in my place for many years,
but if I return there I can raise me an army. A new religion moves now
across the land. Men may now think less of the gods than once they did."
"You wish to sack Heaven?"
"Yes, I wish to lay open its treasures to the world."
"This is to my liking. It will not be easily won, but with an army of
men and an army of my kind we should be able to do it. Let us free my people
now, that we may begin."
"I believe I will simply have to trust you," said Siddhartha. "So yes,
let us begin," and he moved across the floor of Hellwell toward the first
deep tunnel beading downward.
That day he freed sixty-five of them, filling the caverns with their
color and their movement and their light. The air sounded with mighty cries
of joy and the noise of their passage as they swept about Hellwell, changing
shape constantly and exulting in their freedom.
Without warning, then, one took upon itself the form of a flying
serpent and swept down toward him, talons outstretched and slashing.
For a moment, his full attention lay upon it.
It uttered a brief, broken cry, and then it came apart, falling in a
shower of blue-white sparks.
Then these faded, and it was utterly vanished.
There was silence in the caverns, and the lights pulsed and dipped
about the walls.
Siddhartha directed his attention toward the largest point of light,
Taraka.
"Did that one attack me in order to test my strength?" he inquired. "To
see whether I can also kill, in the manner I told you I could?"
Taraka approached, hovered before him. "It was not by my bidding that
he attacked," he stated. "I feel that he was half crazed from his
confinement."
Siddhartha shrugged. "For a time now, disport yourselves as you would,"
he said. "I would have rest from this task," and he departed the smaller
cavern.
He returned to the bottom of the well, where he lay down upon his
blanket and dozed.
There came a dream.
He was running.
His shadow lay before him, and, as he ran upon it, it grew.
It grew until it was no longer his shadow but a grotesque outline.
Suddenly he knew that his shadow had been overrun by that of his pursuer:
overrun, overwhelmed, submerged and surmounted.
Then he knew a moment of terrible panic, there upon the blind plain
over which he fled.
He knew that it was now his own shadow.
The doom which had pursued him no longer lay at his back.
He knew that he was his own doom.
Knowing that he had finally caught up with himself, he laughed aloud,
wanting really to scream.
When he awoke again, he was walking.
He was walking up the twisted wall-trail of Hellwell.
As he walked, he passed the imprisoned flames.
Again, each cried out to him as he went by:
"Free us, masters!"
And slowly, about the edges of the ice that was his mind, there was a
thawing.
Masters.
Plural. Not singular.
Masters, they had said.
He knew then that he did not walk alone.
None of the dancing, flickering shapes moved through the darkness about
him, below him.
The ones who had been imprisoned were still imprisoned. The ones he had
freed were gone.
Now he climbed the high wall of Hellwell, no torch lighting his way.
But still, he saw.
He saw every feature of the rocky trail, as though by moonlight.
He knew that his eyes were incapable of this feat.
And he had been addressed in the plural.
And his body was moving, but was not under the direction of his will.
He made an effort to halt, to stand still.
He continued to advance up the trail, and it was then that his lips
moved, forming the words:
"You have awakened, I see. Good morning."
A question formed itself in his mind, to be answered immediately
through his own mouth:
"Yes, and how does it feel to be bound yourself, Binder-- in your own
body?"
Siddhartha formed another thought:
"I did not think any of your kind capable of taking control of me
against my will-- even as I slept."
"To give you an honest answer," said the other, "neither did I. But
then, I had at my disposal the combined powers of many of my kind. It seemed
to be worth the attempt."
"And of the others? Where are they?"
"Gone. To wander the world until I summon them."
"And what of these others who remain bound? Had you waited, I would
have freed them also."
"What care I of these others? I am free now, and in a body again! What
else matters?"
"I take it, then, that your promised assistance means nothing?"
"Not so," replied the demon. "We shall return to this matter in, say, a
lesser moon or so. The idea does appeal to me. I feel that a war with the
gods would be a very excellent thing. But first I wish to enjoy the
pleasures of the flesh for a time. Why should you begrudge me a little
entertainment after the centuries of boredom and imprisonment you have
wrought?"
"I must admit, however, that I do begrudge you this use of my person."
"Whatever the case, you must, for a time, put up with it. You, too,
shall be in a position to enjoy what I enjoy, so why not make the best of
it?"
"You state that you do intend to war against the gods?"
"Yes indeed. I wish I had thought of it myself in the old days.
Perhaps, then, we should never have been bound. Perhaps there would no
longer be men or gods upon this world. We were never much for concerted
action, though. Independence of spirit naturally accompanies our
independence of person. Each fought his own battles in the general conflict
with mankind. I am a leader, true-- by virtue of the fact that I am older
and stronger and wiser than the others. They come to me for counsel, they
serve me when I order them. But I have never ordered them all into battle. I
shall, though, later. The novelty will do much to relieve the monotony."
"I suggest you do not wait, for there will be no 'later', Taraka."
"Why not?"
"I came to Hellwell, the wrath of the gods swarming and buzzing at my
back. Now sixty-six demons are loose in the world. Very soon, your presence
will be felt. The gods will know who has done this thing, and they will take
steps against us. The element of surprise will be lost."
"We fought the gods in the days of old . . ."
"And these are not the days of old, Taraka. The gods are stronger now,
much stronger. Long have you been bound, and their might has grown over the
ages. Even if you command the first army of Rakasha in history, and backing
them in battle I raise me up a mighty army of men-- even then, will the
final result be a thing uncertain. To delay now is to throw everything
away."
"I wish you would not speak to me like this, Siddhartha, for you
trouble me."
"I mean to. For all your powers, if you meet the One in Red he will
drink your life with his eyes. He will come here to the Ratnagaris, for he
follows me. The freedom of demons is as a signpost, directing him hither. He
may bring others with him. You may find them more than a match for all of
you."
The demon did not reply. They reached the top of the well, and Taraka
advanced the two hundred paces to the great door, which now stood open. He
stepped out onto the ledge and looked downward.
"You doubt the power of the Rakasha, eh. Binder?" he asked. Then,
"Behold!"
He stepped outward, over the edge.
They did not fall.
They drifted, like the leaves he had dropped-- how long ago?
Downward.
They landed upon the trail halfway down the mountain called Channa.
"Not only do I contain your nervous system," said Taraka, "but I have
permeated your entire body and wrapped it all about with the energies of my
being. So send me your One in Red, who drinks life with his eyes. I should
like to meet him."
"Though you can walk on air," said Siddhartha, "you speak rashly when
you speak thus."
"The Prince Videgha holds his court not far from here, at Palamaidsu,"
said Taraka, "for I visited there on my return from Heaven. I understand he
is fond of gaming. Therefore, thither fare we."
"And if the God of Death should come to join the game?"
"Let him!" cried the other. "You cease to amuse me, Binder. Good night.
Go back to sleep!"
There was a small darkness and a great silence, growing and shrinking.
The days that followed were bright fragments.
There would come to him snatches of conversation or song, colorful
vistas of galleries, chambers, gardens. And once he looked upon a dungeon
where men were hung upon racks, and he heard himself laughing.
Between these fragments there came to him dreams and half dreams. They
were lighted with fire, they ran with blood and tears. In a darkened,
endless cathedral he rolled dice that were suns and planets. Meteors broke
fire above his head, and comets inscribed blazing arcs upon a vault of black
glass. There came to him a joy shot through with fear, and he knew it to be
mainly that of another, but it was partly his, too. The fear-- that was all
his.
When Taraka drank too much wine, or lay panting on his wide, low couch
in the harem, then was his grip loosened somewhat, upon the body that he had
stolen. But Siddhartha was still weak with the mind-bruise, and his body was
drunk or fatigued; and he knew that the time had not yet come to contest the
mastery of the demon-lord.
There were times when he saw, not through the eyes of the body that had
once been his, but saw as a demon saw, in all directions, and stripped flesh
and bone from those among whom he passed, to behold the flames of their
beings, colored with the hues and shades of their passions, flickering with
avarice and lust and envy, darting with greed and hunger, smouldering with
hate, waning with fear and pain. His hell was a many-colored place, somewhat
mitigated only by the cold blue blaze of a scholar's intellect, the white
light of a dying monk, the rose halo of a noble lady who fled his sight, and
the dancing, simple colors of children at play.
He stalked the high halls and wide galleries of the royal palace at
Palamaidsu, which were his winnings. The Prince Videgha lay in chains in his
own dungeon. Throughout the kingdom, his subjects were not aware that a
demon now sat upon the throne. Things seemed to be the same as they had
always been. Siddhartha had visions of riding through the streets of the
town on the back of an elephant. All the women of the town had been ordered
to stand before the doors of their dwellings. Of these, he chose those who
pleased him and had them taken back to his harem. Siddhartha realized, with
a sudden shock, that he was assisting in the choosing, disputing with Taraka
over the virtues of this or that matron, maid or lady. He had been touched
by the lusts of the demon-lord, and they were becoming his own. With this
realization, he came into a greater wakefulness, and it was not always the
hand of the demon which raised the wine horn to his lips, or twitched the
whip in the dungeon. He came to be conscious for greater periods of time,
and with a certain horror he knew that, within himself, as within every man,
there lies a demon capable of responding to his own kind.
Then, one day, he fought the power that ruled his body and bent his
mind. He had largely recovered, and he coexisted with Taraka in all his
doings, both as silent watcher and active participant.
They stood on the balcony above the garden, looking out across the day.
Taraka had, with a single gesture, turned all the flowers black. Lizardlike
creatures had come to dwell in the trees and the ponds, croaking and
flitting among the shadows. The incenses and perfumes which filled the air
were thick and cloying. Dark smokes coiled like serpents along the ground.
There had been three attempts upon his life. The captain of the palace
guard had been the last to try. But his blade had turned to a reptile in his
hand and struck at his face, taking out his eyes and filling his veins with
a venom that had caused him to darken and swell, to die crying for a drink
of water.
Siddhartha considered the ways of the demon, and in that moment he
struck.
His power had grown again, slowly, since that day in Hellwell when last
he had wielded it. Oddly independent of the brain of his body, as Yama had
once told him, the power turned like a slow pinwheel at the center of the
space that was himself.
It spun again faster, and he hurled it against the force of the other.
A cry escaped Taraka, and a counterthrust of pure energy came back at
Siddhartha like a spear.
Partly, he managed to deflect it, to absorb some of its force. Still,
there was pain and turmoil within him as the brunt of the attack touched
upon his being.
He did not pause to consider the pain, but struck again, as a spearman
strikes into the darkened burrow of a fearsome beast.
Again, he heard his lips cry out.
Then the demon was building black walls against his power.
But one by one, these walls fell before his onslaught.
And as they fought, they spoke:
"Oh man of many bodies," said Taraka, "why do you begrudge me a few
days within this one? It is not the body you were born into, and you, too,
do but borrow it for a time. Why then, do you feel my touch to be a thing of
defilement? One day you may wear another body, untouched by me. So why do
you consider my presence a pollution, a disease? Is it because there is that
within you which is like unto myself? Is it because you, too, know delight
in the ways of the Rakasha, tasting the pain you cause like a pleasure,
working your will as you choose upon whatsoever you choose? Is it because of
this? Because you, too, know and desire these things, but also bear that
human curse called guilt? If it is, I mock you in your weakness, Binder. And
I shall prevail against you."
"It is because I am what I am, demon," said Siddhartha, hurling his
energies back at him. "It is because I am a man who occasionally aspires to
things beyond the belly and the phallus. I am not not the saint the
Buddhists think me to be, and I am not the hero out of legend. I am a man
who knows much fear, and who occasionally feels guilt. Mainly, though, I am
a man who has set out to do a thing, and you are now blocking my way. Thus
you inherit my curse-- whether I win or whether I lose now, Taraka, your
destiny has already been altered. This is the curse of the Buddha-- you will
never again be the same as once you were."
And all that day they stood upon the balcony, garments drenched with
perspiration. Like a statue they stood, until the sun had gone down out of
the sky and the golden trail divided the dark bowl of the night. A moon
leapt up above the garden wall. Later, another joined it.
"What is the curse of the Buddha?" Taraka inquired, over and over
again. But Siddhartha did not reply.
He had beaten down the final wall, and they fenced now with energies
like flights of blazing arrows.
From a Temple in the distance there came the monotonous beating of a
drum, and occasionally a garden creature croaked, a bird cried out or a
swarm of insects settled upon them, fed, and swirled away.
Then, like a shower of stars, they came, riding upon the night wind . .
. the Freed of Hellwell, the other demons who had been loosed upon the
world.
They came in answer to Taraka's summons, adding their powers to his
own.
He became as a whirlwind, a tidal wave, a storm of lightnings.
Siddhartha felt himself swept over by a titanic avalanche, crushed,
smothered, buried.
The last thing he knew was the laughter within his throat.
How long it was before he recovered, he did not know. It was a slow
thing this time, and it was in a palace where demons walked as servants that
he woke up.
When the last anesthetic bonds of mental fatigue fell away, there was
strangeness about him. The grotesque revelries continued. Parties were held
in the dungeons, where the demons would animate corpses to pursue their
victims and embrace them. Dark miracles were wrought, such as the grove of
twisted trees which sprang from the marble flags of the throne room itself--
a grove wherein men slept without awakening, crying out as old nightmares
gave way to new. But a different strangeness had entered the palace.
Taraka was no longer pleased.
"What is the curse of the Buddha?" he inquired again, as he felt
Siddhartha's presence pressing once more upon his own.
Siddhartha did not reply at once.
The other continued, "I feel that I will give you back your body one
day soon. I grow tired of this sport, of this palace. I grow tired, and I
think perhaps the day draws near when we should make war with Heaven. What
say you to this. Binder? I told you I would keep my word."
Siddhartha did not answer him.
"My pleasures diminish by the day! Do you know why this is, Siddhartha?
Can you tell me why strange feelings now come over me, dampening my
strongest moments, weakening me and casting me down when I should be elated,
when I should be filled with joy? Is this the curse of the Buddha?"
"Yes," said Siddhartha.
"Then lift your curse, Binder, and I will depart this very day. I will
give you back this cloak of flesh. I long again for the cold, clean winds of
the heights! Will you free me now?"
"It is too late, oh chief of the Rakasha. You have brought this thing
upon yourself."
"What thing? How have you bound me this time?"
"Do you recall how, when we strove upon the balcony, you mocked me? You
told me that I, too, took pleasure in the ways of the pain which you work.
You were correct, for all men have within them both that which is dark and
that which is light. A man is a thing of many divisions, not a pure, clear
flame such as you once were. His intellect often wars with his emotions, his
will with his desires . . . his ideals are at odds with his environment, and
if he follows them, he knows keenly the loss of that which was old-- but if
he does not follow them, he feels the pain of having forsaken a new and
noble dream. Whatever he does represents both a gain and a loss, an arrival
and a departure. Always he mourns that which is gone and fears some part of
that which is new. Reason opposes tradition. Emotions oppose the
restrictions his fellow men lay upon him. Always, from the friction of these
things, there arises the thing you called the curse of man and mocked--
guilt!
"Know then, that as we existed together in the same body and I partook
of your ways, not always unwillingly, the road we followed was not one upon
which all the traffic moved in a single direction. As you twisted my will to
your workings, so was your will twisted, in turn, by my revulsion at some of
your deeds. You have learned the thing called guilt, and it will ever fall
as a shadow across your meat and your drink. This is why your pleasure has
been broken. This is why you seek now to flee. But it will do you no good.
It will follow you across the world. It will rise with you into the realms
of the cold, clean winds. It will pursue you wherever you go. This is the
curse of the Buddha."
Taraka covered his face with his hands. "So this is what it is like to
weep," he said, after a time.
Siddhartha did not reply.
"Curse you, Siddhartha," he said. "You have bound me again, to an even
more terrible prison than Hellwell."
"You have bound yourself. It is you who broke our pact. I kept it."
"Men suffer when they break pacts with demons," said Taraka, "but no
Rakasha has ever suffered so before."
Siddhartha did not reply.
On the following morning, as he sat to breakfast, there came a banging
upon the door of his chambers.
"Who dares?" he cried out, and the door burst inward, its hinges
tearing free of the wall, its bar snapping like a dry stick.
The head of a horned tiger upon the shoulders of an ape, great hooves
for feet, talons for hands, the Rakasha fell forward into the room, smoke
emerging from his mouth as he became transparent for a moment, returned to
full visibility, faded once more, returned again. His talons were dripping
something that was not blood and a wide burn lay across his chest. The air
was filled with the odor of singed hair and charred flesh.
"Master!" it cried. "A stranger has come, asking audience of thee!"
"And you did not succeed in convincing him that I was not available?"
"Lord, a score of human guardsmen fell upon him, and he gestured. . . .
He waved his hand at them, and there was a flash of light so bright that
even the Rakasha might not look upon it. For an instant only it lasted-- and
they were all of them vanished, as if they had never existed. . . . There
was also a large hole in the wall behind where they had stood. . . . There
was no rubble. Only a smooth, clean hole."
"And then you fell upon him?"
"Many of the Rakasha sprang for him-- but there is that about him which
repels us. He gestured again and three of our own kind were gone, vanished
in the light he hurls. . . . I did not take the full force of it, but was
only grazed by his power. He sent me, therefore, to deliver his message. . .
. I can no longer hold myself together-- "
With that he vanished, and a globe of fire hung where the creature had
lain. Now his words came into the mind, rather than being spoken across the
air.
"He bids you come to him without delay. Else, he says he will destroy
this palace."
"Did the three whom he burnt also take on again their own forms?"
"No," replied the Rakasha. "They are no more . . ."
"Describe this stranger!" ordered Siddhartha, forcing the words through
his own lips.
"He stands very tall," said the demon, "and he wears black breeches and
boots. Above the waist he has on him a strange garment. It is like a
seamless white glove, upon his right hand only, which extends all the way up
his arm and across his shoulders, wrapping his neck and rising tight and
smooth about his entire head. Only the lower part of his face is visible,
for he wears over his eyes large black lenses which extend half a span
outward from his face. At his belt he wears a short sheath of the same white
material as the garment-- not containing a dagger, however, but a wand.
Beneath the material of his garment, where it crosses his shoulders and
comes up upon his neck, there is a hump, as if he wears there a small pack."
"Lord Agni!" said Siddhartha. "You have described the God of Fire!"
"Aye, this must be," said the Rakasha. "For as I looked beyond his
flesh, to see the colors of his true being, I saw there a blaze like unto
the heart of the sun. If there be a God of Fire, then this indeed is he."
"Now must we flee," said Siddhartha, "for there is about to be a great
burning. We cannot fight with this one, so let us go quickly."
"I do not fear the gods," said Taraka, "and I should like to try the
power of this one."
"You cannot prevail against the Lord of Flame," said Siddhartha. "His
fire wand is invincible. It was given him by the deathgod."
"Then I shall wrest it from him and turn it against him."
"None may wield it without being blinded and losing a hand in the
process! This is why he wears that strange garment. Let us waste no more
time here!"
"I must see for myself," said Taraka. "I must."
"Do not let your new found guilt force you into flirting with
self-destruction."
"Guilt?" said Taraka. "That puny, gnawing mind-rat of which you taught
me? No, it is not guilt, Binder. It is that, where once I was supreme, save
for yourself, new powers have arisen in the world. The gods were not this
strong in the old days, and if they have indeed grown in power, then that
power must be tested-- by myself! It is of my nature, which is power, to
fight every new power which arises, and to either triumph over it or be
bound by it. I must test the strength of Lord Agni, to win over him."
"But we are two within this body!"
"That is true. . .. If this body be destroyed, then will I bear you
away with me, I promise. Already have I strengthened your flames after the
manner of my own land. If this body dies, you will continue to live as a
Rakasha. Our people once wore bodies, too, and I remember the art of
strengthening the flames so that they may burn independent of the body. This
has been done for you, so do not fear."
"Thanks a lot."
"Now let us confront the flame, and dampen it!"
They left the royal chambers and descended the stair. Far below,
prisoner in his own dungeon. Prince Videgha whimpered in his sleep.
They emerged from the door that lay behind the hangings at the back of
the throne. When they pushed aside these hangings, they saw that the great
hall was empty, save for the sleepers within the dark grove and the one who
stood in the middle of the floor, white arm folded over bare arm, a silver
wand caught between the fingers of his gloved hand.
"See how he stands?" said Siddhartha. "He is confident of his power,
and justly so. He is Agni of the Lokapalas. He can see to the farthest
unobstructed horizon, as though it lies at his fingertips. And he can reach
that far. He is said one night to have scored the moons themselves with that
wand. If he but touch its base against a contact within his glove, the
Universal Fire will leap forward with a blinding brilliance, obliterating
matter and dispersing energies which lie in its path. It is still not too
late to withdraw-- "
"Agni!" he heard his mouth cry out. "You have requested audience with
the one who rules here?"
The black lenses turned toward him. Agni's lips curled back to vanish
into a smile which dissolved into words:
"I thought I'd find you here," he said, his voice nasal and
penetrating. "All that holiness got to be too much and you had to cut loose,
eh? Shall I call you Siddhartha, or Tathagatha, or Mahasamatman-- or just
plain Sam?"
"You fool," he replied. "The one who was known to you as the Binder of
Demons-- by all or any of those names-- is bound now himself. You have the
privilege of addressing Taraka of the Rakasha, Lord of Hellwell!"
There was a click, and the lenses became red.
"Yes, I perceive the truth of what you say," answered the other. "I
look upon a case of demonic possession. Interesting. Doubtless cramped,
also." He shrugged, and then added, "But I can destroy two as readily as
one."
"Think you so?" inquired Taraka, raising both arms before him.
As he did, there was a rumbling and the black wood spread in an instant
across the floor, engulfing the one who stood there, its dark branches
writhing about him. The rumbling continued, and the floor moved several
inches beneath their feet. From overhead, there came a creaking and the
sound of snapping stone. Dust and gravel began to fall.
Then there was a blinding flash of light and the trees were gone,
leaving short stumps and blackened smudges upon the floor.
With a groan and a mighty crash, the ceiling fell.
As they stepped back through the door that lay behind the throne, they
saw the figure, which still stood in the center of the hall, raise his wand
directly above his head and move it in a tiny circle.
A cone of brilliance shot upward, dissolving everything it touched. A
smile still lay upon Agni's lips as the great stones rained down, none
falling anywhere near him.
The rumbling continued, and the floor cracked and the walls began to
sway.
They slammed the door and Sam felt a rushing giddiness as the window,
which a moment before had lain at the far end of the corridor, flashed past
him.
They coursed upward and outward through the heavens, and a tingling,
bubbling feeling filled his body, as though he were a being of liquid
through whom an electrical current was passing.
Looking back, with the sight of the demon who saw in all directions, he
beheld Palamaidsu, already so distant that it could have been framed and
hung upon the wall as a painting. On the high hill at the center of the
town, the palace of Videgha was falling in upon itself, and great streaks of
brilliance, like reversed lightning bolts, were leaping from the ruin into
the heavens.
"That is your answer, Taraka," he said. "Shall we go back and try his
power again?"
"I had to find out," said the demon.
"Now let me warn you further. I did not jest when I said that he can
see to the farthest horizon. If he should free himself soon and turn his
glance in this direction, he will detect us. I do not think you can move
faster than light, so I suggest you fly lower and utilize the terrain for
cover."
"I have rendered us invisible, Sam."
"The eyes of Agni can see deeper into the red and farther into the
violet ranges than can those of a man."
They lost altitude then, rapidly. Before Palamaidsu, however, Sam saw
that the only evidence which remained of the palace of Videgha was a cloud
of dust upon a gray hillside.
Moving like a whirlwind, they sped far into the north, until at last
the Ratnagaris lay beneath them. When they came to the mountain called
Channa, they drifted down past its peak and came to a landing upon the ledge
before the opened entrance to Hellwell.
They stepped within and closed the door.
"Pursuit will follow," said Sam, "and even Hellwell will not stand
against it."
"How confident they are of their power," said Taraka, "to send only
one!"
"Do you feel that confidence to be unwarranted?"
"No," said Taraka. "But what of the One in Red of whom you spoke, who
drinks life with his eyes? Did you not think they would send Lord Yama,
rather than Agni?"
"Yes," said Sam, as they moved back toward the well, "I was sure that
he would follow, and I still feel that he will. When last I saw him, I
caused him some distress. I feel he would hunt me anywhere. Who knows, he
may even now be lying in ambush at the bottom of Hellwell itself."
They came to the lip of the well and entered upon the trail.
"He does not wait within," Taraka announced. "I would even now be
contacted by those who wait, bound, if any but the Rakasha had passed this
way."
"He will come," said Sam, "and when the Red One comes to Hellwell, he
will not be stayed in his course."
"But many will try," said Taraka. "There is the first."
The first flame came into view, in its niche beside the trail.
As they passed by, Sam freed it, and it sprang into the air like a
bright bird and spiraled down the well.
Step by step they descended, and from each niche fire spilled forth and
flowed outward. At Taraka's bidding, some rose and vanished over the edge of
the well, departing through the mighty door which bore the words of the gods
upon its outer face.
When they reached the bottom of the well, Taraka said, "Let us free
those who lie locked in the caverns, also."
So they made their way through the passages and deep caverns, freeing
the demons locked therein.
Then, after a time-- how much time, he could never tell-- they had all
been freed.
The Rakasha assembled then about the cavern, standing in great
phalanxes of flame, and their cries all came together into one steady,
ringing note which rolled and rolled and beat within his head, until he
realized, startled at the thought, that they were singing.
"Yes," said Taraka, "it is the first time in ages that they have done
so."
Sam listened to the vibrations within his skull, catching something of
the meaning behind the hiss and the blaze, the feelings that accompanied it
falling into words and stresses that were more familiar to his own mind:
We are the legions of Hellwell, damned,
The banished ones of fallen flame.
We are the race undone by man.
So man we curse. Forget his name!
This world was ours before the gods,
In days before the race of men.
And when the men and gods have gone,
This world will then be ours again.
The mountains fall, the seas dry out,
The moons shall vanish from the sky.
The Bridge of Gold will one day fall,
And all that breathes must one day die.
But we of Hellwell shall prevail,
When fail the gods, when fail the men.
The legions of the damned die not.
We wait, we wait, to rise again!
Sam shuddered as they sang on and on, recounting their vanished
glories, confident of their ability to outlast any circumstance, to meet any
force with the cosmic judo of a push and a tug and a long wait, watching
anything of which they disapproved turn its strength upon itself and pass.
Almost, in that moment, he believed that what they sang was truth, and that
one day there would be none but the Rakasha, flitting above the peeked
landscape of a dead world.
Then he turned his mind to other matters and forced the mood from him.
But in the days that followed, and even, on occasion, years afterward, it
returned to plague his efforts and mock his joys, to make him wonder, know
guilt, feel sadness and so be humbled.
After a time, one of the Rakasha who had left earlier re-entered and
descended the well. He hovered in the air and reported what he had seen. As
he spoke, his fires flowed into the shape of a tau cross.
"This is the form of that chariot," he said, "which blazed through the
sky and then fell, coming to rest in the valley beyond Southpeak."
"Binder, do you know this vessel?" asked Taraka.
"I have heard it described before," said Sam. "It is the thunder
chariot of Lord Shiva.
"Describe its occupant," he said to the demon.
"There were four. Lord."
"Four?"
"Yes. There is the one you have described as Agni, Lord of the Fires.
With him is one who wears the horns of a bull set upon a burnished helm--
his armor shows like aged bronze, but it is not bronze; it is worked about
with the forms of many serpents, and it does not seem to burden him as he
moves. In his one hand he holds a gleaming trident, and he bears no shield
before his body."
"This one is Shiva," said Sam.
"And walking with these two there comes one all in red, whose gaze is
dark. This one does not speak, but occasionally his glances fall upon the
woman who walks by his side, to his left. She is fair of hair and
complexion, and her armor matches his red. Her eyes are like the sea, and
she smiles often with lips the color of the blood of men. About her throat
she wears a necklace of skulls. She bears a bow, and upon her belt is a
short sword. She holds in her hands a strange instrument, like a black
scepter ending in a silver skull that is also a wheel."
"These two be Yama and Kali," said Sam. "Now hear me, Taraka, mightiest
of the Rakasha, while I tell you what moves against us. The power of Agni
you know full well, and of the One in Red have I already spoken. Now, she
who walks at the left hand of Death bears also the gaze that drinks the life
it beholds. Her scepter-wheel screams like the trumpets that signalize the
ending of the Yuga, and all who come before its wailing are cast down and
confused. She is as much to be feared as her Lord, who is ruthless and
invincible. But the one with the trident is the Lord of Destruction himself.
It is true that Yama is King of the Dead and Agni Lord of the Flames, but
the power of Shiva is the power of chaos. His is the force which separates
atom from atom, breaking down the forms of all things upon which he turns
it. Against these four, the freed might of Hellwell itself cannot stand.
Therefore, let us depart this place immediately, for they are most assuredly
coming here."
"Did I not promise you, Binder," said Taraka, "that I would help you to
fight the gods?"
"Yes, but that of which I spoke was to be a surprise attack. These have
taken upon themselves their Aspects now, and have raised up their
Attributes. Had they chosen, without even landing the thunder chariot,
Channa would no longer exist, but in the place of this mountain there would
be a deep crater, here in the midst of the Ratnagaris. We must flee, to
fight them another day."
"Do you remember the curse of the Buddha?" asked Taraka. "Do you
remember how you taught me of guilt, Siddhartha? I remember, and I feel I
owe you this victory. I owe you something for your pains, and I will give
these gods into your hands in payment."
"No! If you would serve me at all, do it at another time than this!
Serve me now by bearing me away from this place, far and fast!"
"Are you afraid of this encounter. Lord Siddhartha?"
"Yes, yes I am! For it is foolhardy! What of your song-- 'We wait, we
wait, to rise again!'? Where is the patience of the Rakasha? You say you
will wait for the seas to dry and the mountains to fall, for the moons to
vanish from the sky-- but you cannot wait for me to name the time and the
battlefield! I know them far better than you, these gods, for once I was one
of them. Do not do this rash thing now. If you would serve me, save me from
this meeting!"
"Very well. I hear you, Siddhartha. Your words move me, Sam. But I
would try their strength. So I shall send some of the Rakasha against them.
But we shall journey far, you and I, far down to the roots of the world.
There we will await the report of victory. If, somehow, the Rakasha should
lose the encounter, then will I bear you far away from here and restore to
you your body. I would wear it a few hours more, however, to savor your
passions in this fighting."
Sam bowed his head.
"Amen," he said, and with a tingling, bubbling sensation, he felt
himself lifted from the floor and borne along vast cavernways uncharted by
men.
As they sped from chamber to vaulted chamber, down tunnels and chasms
and wells, through labyrinths and grottoes and corridors of stone, Sam set
his mind adrift, to move down the ways of memory and back. He thought upon
the days of his recent ministry, when he had sought to graft the teachings
of Gotama upon the stock of the religion by which the world was ruled, He
thought upon the strange one, Sugata, whose hands had held both death and
benediction. Over the years, their names would merge and their deeds would
be mingled. He had lived too long not to know how time stirred the pots of
legend. There had been a real Buddha, he knew that now. The teaching he had
offered, no matter how spuriously, had attracted this true believer, this
one who had somehow achieved enlightenment, marked men's minds with his
sainthood, and then gone willingly into the hands of Death himself.
Tathagatha and Sugata would be part of a single legend, he knew, and
Tathagatha would shine in the light shed by his disciple. Only the one
Dhamma would survive. Then his mind went back to the battle at the Hall of
Karma, and to the machinery still cached in a secret place. And he thought
then upon the countless transfers he had undergone before that time, of the
battles he had fought, of the women he had loved across the ages; he thought
upon what a world could be and what this world was, and why. Then he was
taken again with his rage against the gods. He thought upon the days when a
handful of them had fought the Rakasha and the Nagas, the Gandharvas and the
People-of-the-Sea, the Kataputna demons and the Mothers of the Terrible
Glow, the Dakshinis and the Pretas, the Skandas and the Pisakas, and had
won, tearing a world loose from chaos and building its first city of men. He
had seen that city pass through all the stages through which a city can
pass, until now it was inhabited by those who could spin their minds for a
moment and transform themselves into gods, taking upon them an Aspect that
strengthened their bodies and intensified their wills and extended the power
of their desires into Attributes, which fell with a force like magic upon
those against whom they turned them. He thought upon this city and these
gods, and he knew of its beauty and its tightness, its ugliness and its
wrongness. He thought of its splendor and its color, in contrast to that of
the rest of the world, and he wept as he raged, for he knew that he could
never feel either wholly right or wholly wrong in opposing it. This was why
he had waited as long as he had, doing nothing. Now, whatever he did would
result in both victory and defeat, a success and a failure; and whether the
outcome of all his actions would be the passing or the continuance of the
dream of the city, the burden of the guilt would be his.
They waited in darkness.
For a long, silent while they waited. Time passed like an old man
climbing a hill. They stood upon a ledge above a black pool, and waited.
"Should we not have heard by now?"
"Perhaps. Perhaps not."
"What shall we do?"
"What do you mean?"
"If they do not come at all. How long shall we wait here?"
"They will come, singing."
"I hope so."
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